Gratitude expression (or not so much) to the terrorists teleporting me; it's not "stockholm syndrome" but there are also some brighter lights amidst the darkness. Although enraged due to the control aspect of Noem, she did "push" me to heal despite her personal selfish motives she has been a "coach" trying to get me to perform boot camp healing with strong urges and I did expel horrific poisons due to her unyielding but gentle persuasion to keep going. However, like all the rest, they do not understand the biological rubric of this tech, how it affect the body nor do they comprehend the totality of the poisoning throughout my body probably afflicting every single "internal system" which Chinese Medicine is very attuned to having charted but Americans are in the "dark" when it comes to such systems (Meridians they are classified in TCM--Traditional Chinese Medicine). One system affects another, all are interconnected and as well as internal cohesion we are sentient beings with our emotions and balance also tethered to our surroundings. The alternation of trying to control me literally trying to get me to not think about creative concepts as this is a threat to the white nazi "artists" who throng to suck ideas and sexual life force energy out of me and destroy, quell and crush my spirit as a genetic MK ULTRA effect of stopping all such endeavors from future generations, embedded into my DNA and not merely pain compliance mind torture. Opening up my body portals through healing as the poisons literally rip out on a cellular level and then inserting hate into the open wound is as devastating as impact with a brute force weapon on the healing plateau which needs rest, calm and good energy man can ya dig it? No, they cannot. They dig and dig to burrow into my body and spirit to destroy and take but then to get me to heal quickly so they can continue on in their pogrom of generating a next generation baby for more genetic research into mind control subsequent generations--. I must thank her though if she had only left me to heal in peace I might be smiling and not looking 3/4 dead by now. As for gavin newsom, he urged me to clean and provided me with excellent instruction for how and what to do--which was more than mere control it was a learning experience for me as my body is in extreme pain and bending and cleaning the muck that is sprayed everywhere is extremely painful and enervating for me; much more so than anyone on a normal physical level can understand. However, the learning was done without real malice although everything else has been. He then kept having stink sprayed on everything after I balked at his intrusion and demands and then insults which tore into my psyche although I try to be stoic--the ripping of poisons out of my nervous system plus drugging plus hours of being abused with no support and nothing but the internet to keep me company as ...well, people can imagine. However, I am grateful to them and I should not dismiss the positive aspects. I do not want to encourage them to further attack me but I just want to add the human element of how this is not 100% at all times devastation and all I have for them is hate. I tried to have reasonable and rational conversations with them, but the agenda for them was the prime motive. I now remember to clean the bottom of the spray bottle on my kitchen counter thanks to newsom. I see the effect of the much-trained noem who has a very athletic body build and her effect has been sort of healing but the abuse she generated with the german hater was devastating for my lack of barrier due to the poisons literally ripping out of my nervous system and blood stream. I want them to know this. I am truly, at heart, a benevolent person this group has trained me in how people can learn to kill due (I mean the larger "group" not these two individuals) they are "better" than many a very sick and nasty attacker and I can assure you that there is far worse than they, on a scale that makes the average joe much more menacing if it's allowed to unleash it's pent-up rage rather than famous people who have at least some "success" in worldly affairs behind them so the rage is not as extreme as the more "oppressed". Any sense of kindness on my part is viewed as a vulnerability to exploit so I must say that all the years of torture rape and violence which they are capitalizing on will re-trigger violence out of me because I am so out-of-balance at this point in the healing "journey" I really need complete peace and rest and to have this all day and night. Last night I was subjected to having been made "naked" in a room of German men--I could tell that they were due to my years of having lived in Stuttgart they were not English nor french nor american---and there was something like a "sauna" or doctor's office, I was naked and from years of this group just yapping out insults about my breasts, etc while I am undressed and naked, by this time being naked in front of terrorists has provided a "buffer" response in me of having no embarrassment otherwise I would be in that state every day for hours since they watch me on the toilet, in the shower, make comments etc. They have made my body so scarred up and bloated twisted and crooked and it's just----all I can do is close the curtains knowing they have night-time surveillance cameras as well. The German who wants to force this contract upon me has a team of german men coming at me both in this condo and in the teleportation. It seems that he has a list of pimping me out to his german male and female partners for their mutual profiteering off this contract. I am truly as well as being a mostly kind person benevolent also not interested in sleazy group sex or being passed around to german men or anybody I actually want a loving and beautiful relationship in any capacity, whether for one night or long term this they also demean by stating that I am a prostitute sex slave bitch whore stupid jewish nothing bitch who should be used to being abused humiliated raped and passed around whether drugged up, sleeping, teleported or otherwise (they are trying to get me to submit to accepting whatever they dole out, sexual violence for standing up for myself in any capacity after insults, abuse, theft of my ideas and then in stopping my originality stopping my mind and punishing me for trying to just stand solid as a human being defending myself against dehumanization). The dehumanization contract has been inflicted upon Jews for many centuries and millennia, thusly leading to the sheepish compliance to board the trains and obey for the most part (and now in fully accepting the contract out on me as part of a sort of blood pact with nazis to sacrifice women for their token abuses like ritualistic sacrifice which my contract undoubtedly is). It leads to further genocide. I fight to not allow the endless mass murder of jews, my family, my country for women for women not blonde for anything having been subjected to this endless sacrifice machine. People are so distracted by their "group" alliances and I find I have no "group" thusly everyone is handing me over to be their own sacrificial punching bag rape pimped out etc. The trend has to stop it has to be stopped for every body for every group for every of the most seemingly "unimportant' black brown female old whatever victim the group pushes as sacrificial token victim so the group can have offered it's blood sacrifice for a little more time before the next genocide--hoping they will "weather the storm". The storm clouds are now all-encompassing due to technology.

 I highlight this scene from Schindler's List on the topic of "human nature" which is at the 3:55 mark into the clip:

Thus spake the SS German Nazi officer while devouring the fruits of conquest. Sharing some schadenfreude remarks about how the Jews are squirming to circumvent the next genocidal pogrom storm by adapting to giving-and-taking, doing this-and-that--to avoid the traps set by the Nazis and in also helping Nazis to devour their "kind" in order to extricate themselves from the traps (the Jewish collusion into Nazi hunting and adaptation is one of the themes not fully explored in this film, based on interviews from survivors as the book author had done, the testimony of one of the Jewish "maid/slaves" was somehow "omitted" due to her not being able to conduct the interviews for the book source material until after the "safe" zone had passed of her explaining what her lover, "Adam" a boyfriend fellow prisoner was doing in the underground. The resistance undoubtedly had it's own "rat" system of betrayal which was common and still is amongst Jews and I know this personally from my family experience, the influential and affluent Jewish community out of New York City from whence my family obtained this contract it also extends to affluential Jews to have made this "blood sacrifice" of me. This theme is very rarely undertaken in movies and my latest information torture extraction resulting from near-death on my part and their endless hormone-highs from sadistic thrill now they have a new movie and hours of me explaining poetry from emily dickenson--"much madness is divinest sense" poem, if anybody knows of that poem in all it's punctuation fluidity outside the boundaries as her poems often did and she in her life did as well--thusly I gravitate to her poetry except I can no longer read and/or write due to hacking and blocks to my brain and functionality of my computer

but to continue--the traitor rat-in-the-can entrapment scheme, not brought up as well as it could have been in the movie--only touched upon by one little sentence by an SS Officer in this food-gulping scene:

SS Officer #1: "Two days after the...fasting (religious holiday) ..edict declared 'All Jews who wear the star...'...Jewish tailors are turning them out at a variety of fabrics at 3 slotys each...".

SS Officer #2:"It's as if they (Jews in Krakow ghetto) have no idea what kind of law it is, the emblem (of the star)".

SS Officer #3: "It's human nature. We do this to avoid that...".

SS Officer #1: "It's what they (Jews) have been doing for thousands of years. It's what they do, they weather the storm."

SS Officer #2: "But this storm is different. This is not the Romans. This storm is the SS!"

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The above food-snorting/munching devouring scene, deliberately appearing like they are snortling food down and please let me explain that the bigots out of euro-land and americans who emulate them endlessly make snide and nasty comments about me devouring food while my body is suffused with the poisons they all never stopped putting in my body. The poison blocks intestines and digestion so despite my body being huge, the poisons are blocking nutrition absorption and digestion. I am "starving" and the hunger rushes on me like a freight train suddenly and without warning--or that is how it used to happen now it's much more subdued. However, from my years of observing the nazi german at least in front of me after their forays into mind control exercising their rape entitlement they eat like "pigs" snortling food down gulpting probably as part of the "insult" at me to appear as low and nasty in all respects as possible. Perhaps my lifetime of eating in this manner prompted them to imitate me as they all know everything about me prior to their drugging date rape attacks which I am completely unaware of, also always forced into near homelessness poverty (something they have forced on me by having my SSI disability cut off for over one year by now waiting for reinstatement or whatever they plan on doing to destroy me; as I cannot use the internet for typing without about a 600% increase in effort to type a small amount, the usage turned off routinely the keyboard not working the camera made almost inaccessible fuzzy blurry inoperable all keyboards all that should operate most apps are completely inaccessible to me so generating money online is near impossible, as is everything else.

But this movie is so bereft in displaying the underground of resistance which was in operation in the camp upon which this movie was based around as the micro genocidal experience depicted so carefully to avoid controversial imagery and perhaps to avoid and delete in the public mind any sort of real resistance that had been there--the fact that the "maid" who played one of the maids in the film the jewish prisoner stated that her boyfriend had been part of the resistance and that somehow her interview was stymied when the author was taking his rounds of the principle people involved in the house of the commandant and the pivotal roles involved with Oskar Schindler--and the fact that SO MANY of the Jews who had survived the camps and the ordeal were somehow "silent" and "never talked about the concentration camp" was not just a trend but an edict vocally expressed to keep mum for obvious reasons to the survivors: the nazis were still keeping tabs, and that the Allies were not in fact to oriented towards fighting for Jew rights at all but were at that time sympathetic, but then as "human nature' was so well-predicted by the Germans, the corrupting influence of buying out Americans was the next phase of the war after surrender to purchase literally with all the Nazi gold possible the soldiers, one-by-one charm and inoffensive loving kindness emanates from Germans in this context of obtaining loving support. How lovingly the blacks smile into the faces of the white nazi brutal rapists assaulting me and how lovingly they embrace their black "friends" to the point of black stating that they are entitled I am guilty of having done something, etc.

This was a trend I observed back in 1991 my first 2 years and more of living in Stuttgart and it's vicinity. The german now in the loving embrace of generations of people who know or should know is obviously displaying the well-trained "loving" embrace of "partnership" along with a ton of money and hand-outs--

to the point that he is the core of this situation of genocidal sacrifice by american as well as jews--even moreso jews it appears happily engaged in offering me up as they always have done enthusiastically joining in to get their free get out of concentration card (will it apply once the fires are rekindled?) I would suggest not from my experience of seeing how germans and nazis operate.

Yet the tiny little clip making one ever-so-slight hint at how the operations of mind control operate and how people "by human nature" will offer each other up, sell out for money and awards instantly when they see the market is viable but also to prove they are fully part of the "winner" side---.

Just by the way, hacking has prevented me from typing and it's a non-stop stressful struggle to pound every key out and backspace retype words endlessly---as they always force on me. Still I remain alone fighting this alone. As what I had warned about years ago, stop defending nazi democrats (under the biden admin) stop defending and allowing these racist haters to continue the problem is not "just you" (me) and death squads and gestapo tactics will be put into action unless you stop the 4th Reich--democrats and jews and blacks and liberals and then the obvious all in one lump sum I wrote and wrote and wrote tortured beaten raped and abused without end for having done so--and for not having done so as well**. Now it's coming to pass. Perhaps it's time to stop the sacrificial offering of me and for anybody else with assumption that you can "weather the storm"...and, "It's only happening to you (loser) ha ha ha ha ha ha" they all chant Jews in particular...my brother for example who stated this with glib delight he has obtained a mansion overlooking the Pacific Ocean somewhere in California. His prize for viciously handing me over as well as the rest of my family which rushed with their "half jew" children to jest, smirk, yell and profit off the endless awards that shitalina who behind her and pig ape pit is the english crown and the german nazi league and et al. I keep telling my brother that nazis eventually as they do, will want that mansion back for white nazi hearth, home and kin for probably a europigape perhaps in this nasty group and bunch out of england who really can't abide to see a darker skinned person have a beautiful mansion on a hill close enough to whorewood for their next usurpation overtake contract handed out by trump maga inc and noem exploitation torture and newsom good ole boy presidential bid---they will all smile and have my brother destroyed or killed, according to what they want to do which if this nazi group is left unimpeded with the COVERT actions not the seeming democrat rise to power in the midterms---i mean the sacrificial rites of handing people over to be tortured so the "family" can get out of nazi hate -as my family has done. Eventually they will consolidate power so the jews will have nowhere to run to "weather the storm" the mansions handed out of smirking "it's only happening to you" will become a standard next holocaust although it may be done surreptitiously or covertly via poisoning, drugging malfeasance ,being screwed over, resources finances bank accounts etc stolen and deals dropped money lost or just mafia threat to step down--not a far cry from the actual mafia working in conjunction with my family as my family members have been the "jewish attorneys" defending criminal defense mafia nazis for decades--out of NYC, and out of Yale and then into covert poisoning by their blondish nazi wives I have been witnessing the transfer of title, money and then life itself on a personal scale by those who participated and thought they would get rich and not die trying...

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