Observing, not casually like an "experimental design" but rather as the target of ongoing, never-ending induction into facsist nazism with imperialist genocidal overtones (overt not a tone but if any tone, f-majorly f-ed--not just "for me" but for everybody, even those who believe they are "safe" I would venture to say). Observing how it's not the centers of hate which extend in every direction the money flow will blow, but the ease with which all involved are so readily accessible as "pawns" to be utilized as amplifiers of deadly force upon the slightest provocation. not merely money but the urgent need on their part to re-assert white nazi plantation lynch mob society with extreme fascist violence for any detractors. This has been inculcated through the series of actors playing in david lynch movies and shows, (all of the stars are vehement nazi fascists playing intellectual artists in "real life" or so it seems I never follow their careers but the few times I inadvertently see them they are portrayed as artistic, calm and collected, willing to create a society of deep thinkers caring about society. Yes, only for them but genocidal brutality for me for not willingly accepting my life destroyed so they can profit off it. Then their real ugly faces emerge stupid and in a group setting the ugliness is the commonality so it's a hissing throng of "demons" inflicting stupidity and hate without any recourse to sanity or sane intellectual functioning. Ugly sick Arnold is instructing one and all to demoralize me in every single facet of my life while extracting everything possible out of me and destroying me in return.
Literally to drain me to death of my beauty health ideas and all they can while stealing all they can use for their fake premise that they are not really hissing ugly stupid sick demons in their real lives but the fantasy lives of the media consumption they are the "beautiful" representation of Nazi culture undefined as such. Every skin color gets inducted but the lowest on the hierarchy are the most obvious about repeating nazi genocidal slogans and/or those coming from poor white levels of economic disparity. that I can compete and beat them is like a lynch mob rushing to inflict the backlash against equal opportunity in career, education and in every facet that is supposedly available to American citizens but still cloaked with discrimination on a hefty scale. The covert nature of this tech enables the worst of racism to emerge and the "counter-racism" of the minorities who participate in more egregious and ugly, stupid ways and are congratulated for this. //Ugl...