The day of family gathering, charity and the hope for peace and love. I told the haters yesterday in my healing sleep sickness when they asked me what I thought about them, that they should all gather the spirit of Christmas and essentially "chill". that was an opening for sexual assault because I had let my guard down. that turned into about 3-4 hours of me literally fighting physically to get the german and black american men from their violence and the german man's sexual assault--hitting them screaming after being threatened and assaulted--only because I LET MY guard down to have a bit of peaceful good will and the hope of some happy< positive energy (and excuse typos and cap letters hackers are as usual blocking functions non_stop). //t

 This morning, having woken up at 3 a.m. again due to microchip sleep dep strategies and also it is more 'convenient" I SUPPOSE for the terrorists with their schedule back in LA and sleep deprivation for me-as part of general information extraction, torture and everything else. I do not mind it too much actually it is sort of comforting to sit and watch science channel shows and play my video games while having my morning anti-inflammatory kratom leaves with spicy sauce dipped.

but, because yesterday I WROTE THAT THE black man who was assaulting me, in the throes of him punching into my face to get me into the trauma mind control state, which worked perfectly combined with the previous 12 hours or more of healing deep cellular tissue regeneration and healing sickness sleep--like succumbing to falling into a ravine of helpless physicality--as they sexually assaulted (of course using teleportation) AND THEN THE PHYsical assault--because I fought back against the sheer horrid situation of having watched a tv show based on scientific research and I wanted to delve into other arenas of thought other than hate, stalking, torture, mind control, defense, fighting, telling them why all that they are doing is wrong screaming--the daily routine for the past many years and I mean daily< not just skipping day or so. This actually has been the daily routine since 2014 or so, but escalating in intensity for the past decade. day after day, without end non-stop under life-threatening attack and drugging I rant about why I don't like the rapist nazi men and their female cheerleaders who are all being catapulted into major media and political jockeying into lead and pivotal societal roles with monopoly lasting infinitely as the end goal.

I wrote under this stress that the sexual hate and violence of the black men was almost at "suck my d**" POINT OF verbal abuse__IT IS done openly physically by the white men the blACK MEN make horrid pornographic reference

and thusly, today while playing my christmas video game, my own exposure to christmas ornaments in my room except for the decorations I bought last year to hide the yellow and black/brown stains dripped permanently on the walls, so I USE all I can basically afford the dollar store tinsel as covering for the ugly stains the terrorists spray into my room while I AM SLEEPING, IN ANOTHER part of this tiny studio unit, and then while I AM OUT fighting other terrorists dodging trucks< vans AND OTHER MOTORBIKES CARS AND etc to avoid horrific death by orchestrated accident.

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while playing my "EScape" AND "fun" free download games< which are spectacular they are on such a high level of artisTIC RENDERING--I get the subliminal voice-to-skull hissing hate voices with smirking rendition of "SUCK THE D** of the elf " in the video< laying prostrate and etc and for the science tv show I AM WATCHING I hear through this tech "SUCK HIS d)))" WHEN THE scientist is explaining how blcak holes work

hackers are forcing all caps intermittently in words above of course anyone reading this can obviously see it but I MUSt REITERATER that this is being done so I MUST click on the caps lock key< then click on it again to get the caps to be reduced to normal lower case (right now i am typing with the caps lock key on)

and now the caps key is off but the caps began so I had to click on caps lock to get it into lower case again

it goesa on and on

so while watching scientists explaining how black holes work I get the hissing most intelligent wonderfully mentally athletic boys who are men hissing that I should perform this act becausE  under non-stop torture for the nth day in a row from years of it daily, I REPEAted WHAT they were issuing in subliminal content which I COULD SENSE and hear but with all the "you thought the n_word" they hissed at me to justify the physical violence they had begun doing upon me going from blank black vision in teleportation to the vague dim sight that i am enabled because in this ALTERed state of physical materiality, they literally can alter my sight perception to fuzzy 1-foot or less to depth focus but only narrowed on a single general point--it's very horrid as a matter of fact

but, just to reiterate once more that in 2000 I had made the mental deliberate choice to remain celibate not understanding why these awful patterns of my relationships kept repeating in exact manner despite trying to be cautious, and not get involved

understanding now that the drugs and brain implants and "mind control" TECH LITERALLY in that awful submersion of drugging into my body, literally trapped underneath layers of bloating or hardening poison; all my life, made a literal smothering effect on conscious decision-making rendering me more worse than a living puppet.

And since then, it has been non-stop teleportation while sleeping to being raped--sometimes conscious probably undoubtedly much forced while in deep, black theta or even more unconscious deep sleep realms while in teleporation state

but nevertheless, the urgency to destroy me on all levels is the paramount dictate for this group and thusly

fighting for my life to not be forced into this, still the 25 years of the deliberate decision to be celibate until I truly know what is going on and with whom--and thusly never have I been around any person who is even remotely friendly much less loving or kindly but rather murderous sleazy pornographic murder stuff without end

from the lowest to the highest of socio-political status and race and gender

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So, trying to "escape" in the endless sickness of morning for more poisons came out this morning, wretchedly embedded into the huge "SHELF" structure of the left side of my body--I CANNOT say it is divided between the spheres of my body or the sagittal plane but rather the hard shell extends underneath and above my spine, but the surgeons cut into my left hip many years ago to obtain bone tissue to graft on the surgical metal rod, which they put in with a trick mechanism so with the right force at a precise spot, the metal rod would come undone . the hook into the spine would be unhooked and slowly come out of my back. This happened in 1989 on this exact day, Christmas Eve while I was running to work in san FRANCISCO ON this day, and the bus had been late I WAS ALMOST going to be late for the MORNING check in so i WAS JOGGING with my slippery office cheap shoes--a white woman around my age EARLY TWENTIES at that time, just began to jog next to me--she obviously was a terror agent this had been pre-arranged--the late bus, and previously the late bus from the day before I began to jog to the office as this temp secretary on California Street, near Chinatown in san francisco it was working for a law firm that some had admonished me was a union-busting reagan type firm destroying workers rights--and "shame" on me the poets in the mission told me when i was happy to have found a job through this temp agency

the second day of the late bus jogging to the office--my first week there so delighted to be working in this beautiful building in a very expensive and high-retail area the influential law firm was a happy place and I was huge smiles; the view of high-rise office buildings nearby was so beautiful framed against the resonant blue skies of the beckoning warmer days of decmeber in san franciso (having left bitter cold minnesota it was like spring every day in all ways to be there in that place, in san francisco, and not endure horrific subfreezing, etc)
THE WHITE woman with long light brown hair said like it was "FUN" "let"s race" as if it were a fun together expenditure of just jolly good fun__a TOTAL STRANGER, and this is what I MUST IMPART to you readers WHo (who is reading this anyway) BUT>>>HOW DEVastating the mind control truly is--in most cases with my entire life, since around age 1 or 2, i was poisoned and drugged so by the age of 20-something the alteration of my ability to choose and make clear and sane decisions under this influence had been long destroyed. And like so many times before, I WAS UNDER THIS INFLUENCE but in early morning, with office skirt blouse and office (CHEAP SLPPERY) shoes I BEGAN TO SPRINT LITERALY AT TOP SPEED WITH THIS WOMAN--I had spent years trying to jog early mornings back in minneapolis in the fierce winter cold around 6 a.m. with a fellow dorm partner (ANOTHER TERORIST) BUT THEY INCREASEd THE POISONING so i was in pain< the hard poisons jabbing at the metal rods which at that time had been in place and my spine solid but sitll being poisoned so i could never figure out why my body was square in shapE despite all the stretches exercises and etc to have a normal body shape

the woman or "girl" I SHOULD Say WeRE LIke SPRINTING AT TOP SPEED AND MY BODY, despite the poisoning and bloating and the metal rods was still extremely athletic. I WAS ALWAYS prior to the surgeries to correct the spine deformity due to, what i KNOW NOW TO BE The bloating hardening poisons litearlly pulling my spine out of alignment into an s-curve, diagnosed as "idiopathic scoliosis" WHICH to the untutored translates to " CAUSE unknown" (AND HACKING is EXTREMELY discrediting the all caps is continuous)

>>>AND RIGHT now, as has happened innumerable times, it is impossible for me to publish this the page has frozen in the function

which means by the time I TRY TO COPY IT ON NOTEPAD, BUT they make highlighting impossible and copying impossible because I HAD BYPASSED THEIR HACK previously so they adjusted the blocks so nothing will work, and WHILE i STRUGGLE to just get the post published they have already rewritten and deleted most of the most insinuating accusative concepts and names and actions

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but I just clicked once more on the publish function and it worked; apparently there is a fairy god-figure watching over my endless hacking attempting to write my thoughts out to detox emotionally and intellectually and spiritually from lethal hate bad energy continuously flung at me by famous wealthy celebrities who should be more happy than they are but the misery they pour on me and the black hate energy is like they are consumed by black holes on every personal level and yet, they emit a white bright light in chirpy happy christian and other positive all humanitarian pursuits for public approval and money of course

Firstly, the mind control literally "FORCES" me, or the target, so this is extreme drugging done on a consistent basis, of course non-consensually on the target. The poisons and drugs are reinforced by physical means of bloating and hardening poisons unless the target is taking a daily dose of something else, similar to my step-father who relied on insulin shots daily for his diabetes and thusly he was administered through this covert means mind control drugs--or something similar I KNOW HE WAS A mind control target and there are so many ways to keep the target drugged on a daily basis.

I DID AND have done the most seriously harmful actions and self-denigrating and despite having the actual self-will and self-respect to not say or perform such actions, they are instantly programmed but it is more effrective when it appears like it's a fun game or just having fun or something normal like going out and having a social drink and being blasted with drugs and mind control and losing control over inhibitions and cautiousness flung into the wild wind of hateful peop;le who want social programming to just kill people like me. And many have been killed in such similar manner but the impetus is literally inescapable impossible to bypass or thwart. I AM still in a petrified state of instant response to their stimulus to obtain ideas and to traumatize me, even with years of detox to rid my body of their unending poisons and drugs daily injected into my food or body just to obtain this endless boundary destruction so I AM LITERALLY A PUPPET OBEYI8NG ORDERS but the really deadly activities they force upon me are all done as if it's fun and just having fun--etc

the psychological trickery is immense to obtain active "PERMISSION" by the target but it is extremely "EFFECTIVE"

thusly, in the middle of sprinting on the busy morning sidewalk in top tier executive san franciso off california street in the very retail and high-level office environment, I WAs SPRINTING LIKE IT WAs a high school TRAC and i was "HAVING FUN' with some white blondish chick who was weraing sneakers and jeans while I was in office gear going berserk like it was a fun sprint with a friend.

The microchip implants along my spine, embedded due to the hard poisons and the surgeries with the absolutely corrupt surgeons my family forced upon me, jolted my nervous system and literally made my legs pop up at a ninety-degree angle in front of my face. MY BODY WAS AND still is so stiff from hard poisons that this structure at this angle was always impossible for me to obtain while doing ballet stretches on the floor, and in mid-air impossible. YET I Saw it clearly as my legs literally did a ninety-completely perfect angle degree I could see my shoes clearly at this angle in front of my vision as I landed on my spine and back on the concrete. because I was so athletic had done previously 1 1/2 hours of aerobics both morning and night in my college dorm capacity for the university sports and athletic free courses available to me---I was actually invited to join the cheerleader team by the aerobics instructor but obviously with the metal rod in my spine (two rods) aNd not being able to stretch to a ninety_degree angle on the floor i thought i could not accept this alTHOUGH that is how strong and capable I had been

I was not injured I FELL BUT NOT EVEN any rips on my clothing--I LANDED THE WHITE WOMAN WITH HER LONG LIGHT BROWNISH Hair paused, looked at me on the ground, shrugged and then almost smiling walked away calmly. I LAy THERE FOR a FEW SeCONDS And THEN GOT UP, WENT TO WORK, and had no pain was not injured and the evening I WENT TO THEIR chriSTMAS EVEN office party dancing even

the next morning the metal rod was bulging out of my back and I was in total shock and absolute pain. MORE THAN 2 YEARS LATER Ihad the metal rod, by that time,literally coming out of my spine after having moved to germany--first not having any way to earn money I COULD NOT SIT for more THAN one hour at a TIME, IN so much pain and not able to function but with no health insurance because i HAD BEEN WORKIGN parT TIME AS A temp secretary in a new city, and after having graduated college my mother's blue cross blue shield expired due to me having graduated and not being claimed as some dependent, I BELIEVE the stipulation was for my coverage>

(excuse all the caps and grammar hacks this is the usual DIscrediting by terrorist hackers which I AM UNABLE TO STOP UNLESS i delete all my fileS BUT i am so busy with fighting the rapists the abusers and fighting to type and use the internet that all my time is spent detoxing physically and mentally and emotionally from vile and filthy abuse atTACKS ONGOING hours and hours per day, after day, after month after year due to this accident which was not what rendered the metal rod unstable and slowly coming out of my spine

it was the microchip implant in my brain and along my nervous system and the teleportation which shifts my consciousness to the alternative teleportation space (AND TIME) AND ALL manner of rape and mutilation are possible while my consciousness is literally transported to the other location. I COULD JUst BE TELPEPORTED INTO A black empty space little room but my consciousness is gone in the primary state and all pain and sensation is blocked and gone while in that state; effectively in a complete and total sensationless comatose state. they fractured my spine and used the triggter trick to have the rod pop up, slowly to come out of my spine nothing but surgery would correct it.

MY FAmily used that opportunity to have me move to phoenix and I will make this short: my uncle bill orovan was just beginning his laptop publishing of his gay magazine called Echo--AND i know now that the trauma and abuse my family inflicted upon me was for purposes of having his magazine catapulted into acceptability in the area and it became a glossy gay magazine thereafter from it's very localized and highly personalized local origin. I THEN OBTAINED a job at The Arizona Republic where i was drugged and date raped by the editor of the paper (one of them) WITH ABUSE and what is called gang stalking gaslighting and manufactured abuse and discrediting skits--the total absorption into sexual envelopment was used and it was discrediting. MEANwHILE MY mother was plotting to have her 3rd husband's estate put in her hands as he was trying to move away from her and reclaim the part of the house that he had mostly funded--for them to live in, in scottsdale. 

MY FAmily made damn sure that I WOULD not receive any health care whatsoever despite shunting me off to the general hospital where the kind doctor on call --ordered an MRI TO have the surgical area scanned at a much more refined level than an x)ray_)and the date had been set< but my family and the nazI orgaNizaTion made sure to cancel that type of medical examination because the MRI PROBABLY WOULD HAVE revealed the internal straightjacket that the hardening poisons had created--the poisons internally hardened into my spine show nothing but spine structure and the obvious internal organs that x-rays show-but refined detail no.

Trying to make this short, my mother and family tried to have me put in jail for a jewelry theft they blamed me for although I HAD noT DONE it and did not have a car at that time and my mother lived in scottsdale and me in downtown phx, where buses stopped approx at 9 pm or something and the theft apparently had been done at night

my omother years later said it was the daughter of my brother--they use any of these kids to excuse and make justification the ridiculous sick attacks on me are echoed by the rest of my family

I THUSLY WAS INA DIRE life-threatening situation but my family was literally handing me off to be raped, with no health care, and abusing me to the point of life-threat because my mother was a prominent attorney in phoenix for family law and thusly had her claws into the judicial process and me without any resume almost and just tryign to get health care

my family is extremely murderously abusive towards me because they have so absolutely embraced the nazi 4th reich and thusly have been allowed to compete albeit not to threaten the nazis but to just be on some sort of equivalent level, as long as they intermarry with people disfiguring them poisoning them to death slowly after enjoying having a domestic slave to boss around and abuse in public--the usual trend--and then to steal all the money and property claiming all as their own--my father(s) WENT through nazi wives who routinely did this to them but my family staunchly denies it all because they rely on this system and are fanatics about defending it and their crimes

I LEFT MY FAMILY AND Went to san franciso, could not work could not waitress could not do office work and was habitually in pain so I HAD TO work at the lusty lady__in a glasS BOX without having to stand, hold anything heavy and without having to sit for hours. MY MONEY WAS STOLEN BY the management and I was so drugged I LITERALLY COULD NOT COUNT MY MONEY from these few hours per week of working as an entertainment personality--the place the lusty lady was a notorious feminist establishment where women's sexuality was the prime focus of a shift in paradigm from male domination control and abuse. 

yet racism was the critical divide between abuse and respect so I HAD TO DEAL WITH extreme racism even in that environment--fortunately the management had one jewish woman in the admin position but the nazi woman had my moneyh stolen so essentiALLY I EARNED almosto only survival bare level

but so drugged and under that kind of pressure

I ENJOYED the lifestyle of this highly fascinating alternative life where sEXUALITY was my decision my choice and under my control

the hate men of this group such as the "christianS" AND THE "MUSLIM" are fixated on destroying any legacy of this empowerment and calling me eveyr kind of derogatory name from bitch to suck my dick to dirty bitch witch to evil and whore and etc

because of having worked at this establishment under these conditions

which I HAVE explained for years and the labels persist with these "godly" men and their rape enthusiast women who have stolen my concepts about women's sexual and financial independence and then had me brutally raped when I Wrote about their malfeasance

and theft of my ideas (the list of award_winning IDEAS which were directly stolen from my feminist origins and my experience s and in having studied both domestic violence in undergrad and then for my criminal justice graduate degree from the university of central floria--being poisoned to death while studying the intent to stop me completely dead, murdered (BY MY FAMILY WAITING for decades for me to finally die from the poisoning they celebrated and then blamed me for being a "Sponge" AND THE DISABILITY was just a scheming lie they swore that I HAD NO BAck problems WHILE social security had determined this was and is chronic and ineffable a disability)

thusly

going to germany to get the metal rods out of my spine but the reason I WENT TO GERMANY WAS REALLY because I WAS IN THE PROCESs OF MOVING FROM SAN francisco to seattle to the other seattle lusty lady location because my earnings from the san franciso venue were literally being stolen by the management. I WAS UNABLE TO FUNTION on any economic level the drugging rendered me so unable to function on the most basic levels and I was continuously blamed for any deficiency by all involved, surrounding me endlessly

I was using the Green Tortoise bus system, a "hippie" TYPE ALTERNATIVE BUS SYSTEM  which had been recommended to me by a GERMAN FEMALE WHO HAD BEfriended me--her name liska konig (KOENig) so hard to write hackers makign this impossikble

but she told me to use this system and while on that bus, joerg reissner (JORg reissner) walked up to me and instantly the drugging and mind control were used on me and I HAD THE usual instant "love" sensation and all is drugged-up nervous system attack which has been used on me up to me finally realizing that the intense sexual and emotional "LOVE" i was almost smothered in was fabricated by drugs and nervous system brain implant mind control (HORROR)

AND THUSLY, I WAS SENT TO GERMAny to stuttgart where the drummer for this band wizo the band this german abuser rapist and 30 years of having me cyber stalked and undoubtedly trying to get this contract for himself, Axel the lead for wizo had his drummer named charlie arrive very often to make little snide insult jokes about me but done with his long heavy metal style hair flippant--inviting me to meet his friends with jorg in maichingen, the little town where axel kuhnle, the german abuser terrorist influencing everything from k. noem to morgan freeman all obeying following orders abusing me using sexual denigration pornographic hate terminology

all from probably the german nazi control center operating through axel but k noem the most beset with the opportunity to get nazi german endorsement for her undoubted living luxury german lifestyle for her dream german living fantasy come true--through this hate genocidal nazi contract out on me

joerg later had a nervous breakdown while in a fight with me--I had by that time moved out of his apartment into stuttgart so more german men could drug and rape me and I had also only met axel once in his feigned stuttgart just haphazard encounter while I was sitting alone in the park near the central station (schlossplatz, a very central area where huge monuments and statues and people hang and a little museum and etc, the city square in other words) I WAS SITTING on the grass, he came in perfect punk clothing pressed and starched like the business class has and I JUST< UNDER mind control  began a converastion with him because he walked up to me I HAD NOT EVEN thought about approaching HIM. HE GAVE ME HIS NUMBER but while in his proximity something nasty happened with some passerby giving me a negative sort of dismisSAL WHICH never happened normally or ever--it was in concert with axel and his normal attack upon me as is happening at the ugly pornographic level by the black men abusing me because i am defending myself for having watched their goddamn forsaken show about physics in which I wsas interested not in the celebrity narrating the show. that began racist slurs and sexual derogatory remarks leading me to write my enraged post, met by jackie chan coming to once more violently assault me either through fascist yelling but now more MMA boxing martial artists like this black man yesterday coming to make the subliminal d** SUCKING SLUR WHICH is today being endlessly aimed at my brain hearing center along with yesterday his endless insertion of the n-word to get my brain to repeat it so that they could threaten me with more physical violence for my brain having repeated it because they were inserting it into my brain for that very nasty purpose--to claim that I AM RACIST and thusly vicious rape abuse and torture mutilation and the theft of my ideas anf blacks rendered rightous and violent towards me for YEARS AND YEars BECAUSE OVER a decade ago I HAD SUCCUMBED TO THIS TYPE OF DISCREDITING tactic by openly repeating under dire stress the aunt jemima statement about oprah, the billionaire so fully entrenched in democratic politics and putting the harris campaign into the controlled opposition demolition of any real fight against trump under the years of the biden debacle of torture rape and abuse of me fully administered by oprah, farrakhan, nancy pelosi, lyndsey graham, elizabeth warren, bernie sanders, AOC, mtg, JAMIE raskin< jasmine crockett msnbc anchors without end the morning joe team, rachel maddow, the black and jewish anchors, cnn's blonde gay dude and cnn's lemon dude and then the list is never ending

every christmasI hve spENT FOR OVEr FIFTEeN YeARs sTILl FIGhTiNG TO STOP RAPISTS AND ABUSERS, not even christmas is rendered any sacred day of rest or respite

\the german man I WROTE OF ABOVE HAS HAD A NON-STOP ROTATION OF BLACK AND BROWN MEN and tons of white nazi women violently abusing me and for decades he has followed my progress to aqchieve this contract which obviously is so immense in scope that it is a non-stop attack upon me for one or the next to obtain it obviously a huge prize awaits the rancid "MAN" WHO FORCES  A BABY OUT OF me--everything from elon musk to trump to axel kurth to johnny depp to a non-stop rotation of men literally abusing and poisoning me to death while demanding that I GIVE THEM THIS CONTRACT A BABY AND TO ACCEPT being raped beaten and abused and then not do defendmyself

with oprah and obama and the black existence of hollywood and now the pelosi successor hakeem jeffries making his sexual sleazy violent statements instructed to him by the german nazi claiming he is antifa

and thusly, the how many decades of having disability forcedon me so at this time in the present the top leaders of america have become the ingrained terrorists of black and brown people (AND JEWS BELIEVE THAT if they continue to relish that they have very white skin and blonde hair and fully attack me, with darker skin and very dark hair and brown eyes that the color divide will hoold they are exempt and that the nazi rise will omit them because they are attacking me--however, as I WROTE TO AND ABOUT ben shapiro the crACKS IN HIS delusional sense of inevitability of the nazi antisemiism are showing in the utter disdain of the blonde nazi turning point megan kelly who sat smirking and smiling with the other german rapist last year who was threatening my life and raping me using nazi concentration camp slurs as they all watch on

as oprah said she cannot wait to see me get brutalized in the upcoming trump nazi rape and torture skits that were and still are being performed on me

and, with all this hacking and having spent literally more than one hour just fighting to pound this out

and newsom of course of california the charming white boy has been calling me a dirty bitch whore for months after trying to force sex on me but not actually raping me as far as I AM CONSCIOUS OF IT< BUT fully approving of tom hardy to violently rape me with hate

all using the context of the lusty lady my only survival as the excuse and rationale for this ultimate "CHRISTIAN" attack becausE obviously THE RAPE WOMEN THEIR "FRIENDS" IN WHOREOWOD THE SHITALINA and pig ape pitt nazi cartel are pure and sensationally white purity the most splended eurohateland pristine people when they are having their white naZI MEN BRUTALLY RAPE ME--they are all being paid in huge amounts for it but I AM SUPPOSEDLY THE dirty prostitute aS i clean PERPETUALLY THE STINKIGN FILTH THEY ALL order their brown and black folk to pour into my clothing, hair body into my body into my room on a non-stop all day daily basis--this has been ongoing most of my life

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and with hacking so atrocious, I TRY TO END here

it is christmas eve--my only loving companion in the world has been stolen because I WAS BEING POISONED TO DEATH AND THE POISON raped into my body as the europigape rat men were told that they are exceptional and were handed huge businesses, clubs and discos in thailand and miami

the celebrity shit group obtained non-stop oscars using my ideas for years and years and hvae since had my uterus partially severed out, my hair mostly destroyed by having hair follicle technology literally take most of the hair follicles out while I WAS IN deep sleep state unconscious--my spine so damaged I can barely move or walk but i must defend myself physically almost every day against men raping and beating me--beginning with whoopie goldberg with the consent of farrakhan as they used this decade old excuse of having implanted AUNt jemima into my brain as i screaMED IT out at oprah and the black nazi circus of hate and abuse has not stopped ever since using that excuse to back up their awards, and business deals and the empire of farrakhan and ice cube and snoop dogg obtaining their prizes by being welcomed into performing for the trump inauguration or around that time--the big circus tent and now attacking me endlessly with black men first verbally and or physically assaulting me

and then sexual debasement using their porno woman-hating propensities but all "justifed" because I said under mind control that the years prior of oprah having obtained ideas from me for a wrnikle in time and in having me raped and poisoned meritied a plantation slave mentality label which came out while I WAS UNDER ASSAULT--THE PERFECT mind control back door attack they all use-mind control works while under stress and duress and then they can blame the target)

SO IT IS christmas eve__baryishnikov has my cat lA MOUX WHO HE HAS BEEN Keeping in his garden meaning her 25+ YEars of live at this age are to be lived outdoors without shelter, or I don't know but he has had her chasedc by a pack of dogs whenI DEFENDED MYSELF AND she remains a hostage and they have teleported me to her and as I RAN towards her with arms outstretched for the only living loving partner I Have had, besides otehr cats they brutally killed and maimed literaly gouged eyes out of cats and broke their spines after I TOOK THEM in after my cat was stolen

and now I WRITE TIHs TODAY, HEARING "SUCK his d)))" by the next black nazi--because I was threatened yelled at called nasty racial slurs for having watgched through the wormhole 2 days ago and freeman came

I Wrote of his devotion to white male nazism the german there to have me assaulted-the german by the way through his friend network besides having me gang raped had my spine fractured so the rod removal was met by them literally stomping on  my spine and when I TOLD HIM THIS A FEW WEEKS AGO HIS UGLY SLEAZY GREASY SADISTIC SMILE came through in an ugly hateful smile of schadenfreude--

met by the lavish assistance of kkk noem who has been having me brutally tortured for defending myself for thinking independent thoughts and fightingt their torture and imprisonment schemes

asking me for ideas and then having two financial charges that were illegally procured by her through mail systems which had defrauded me and had committed illegal actions so I stopped using their services but they charged me with renewal and the contracts had not stated renewal,or at least one of the contract had not

and she told me she was going to send me some bad news on the morning the financial legal news arrived in my email--I had blocked them on my email they used hacking nevertheless and the email I USE IS Encrypted (proton mail)
AND THUSLY
axel< in the last iteration of me having lived in stuttgart 2010 because I WAS NOT ABLE TO get health care and not able to usE the internet__literaLly haciking was and is so bad but I was taking graduate ciminal justice classes online the hackers blocked my ability to function and it remains the case now

I WENT TO GERMANY ON INVITATION OF A FRIEND OF THIS GERMAN violent abuser murder threatening hater continuous death threats of horrific death from him constantly along with non-stop sexual assaults while I AM IN SICK DEEP healing vulnerability< with so many white women rushing to his siDE TO ASSAULT ME FROM dolly parton to sophia loren to the nasty spawn of depp to shitalina--all the hateful nazi "FEMINISTS' WHO HAVE portrayed themselves as fighting male sexual abuse and financial discrimination so longing for him to brutalize steal and rob all and everything from me--bhut any sense of self pride is one of the main objectives\

 but in 2010 when axel obtained his huge tour around germany probably into other countries I WAS RENTING A ROOM in a house owned by a most violent nazi disguised as punk and just like so many of the nazi germans I HAD MET his name is ingo weig

they began poisoning me to death, I LEFT GERMANY IN A NECk brace I could not walk and this german hateful leech on me had had his band name spray painted on the wall of a fellbach,. the little suburb of stuttgart where I was living in ingo weig's house being raped and poisoned so badlY I Hade to go to the emergency room for the strongest pain killers before going to another place to get massAGES (thailand) LIVING OFF STUDENT LOANS

AND HACKING IS so atrocious it is unbelievable

I Am lITERALLY unable to write most of what I REALly need TO WRITE in order to get this out in any way

but it is christmas eve--after literally screaming at axel to get offr me that I DON"T Want hIM LITERALLY day after day after day after day hour after hour eveyr day andnight as he gets black men like hakeem and morgan to use sexual abuse sentences racial iunsults along with mandami using racisl insults and violence coming at me violently while the german watches on smug and smirkiing

it is christmas eve they are hissing fellatio rhetoric for any thingI am WATCHING  on this computer 

the shows are saved in files and to get this out requires multiple attempts to get internet on for more than 1 minutes at t time, sometimes only 30 seconds

the entre time they are screaming bitch and sexual remarks when they arenot asking me for esoteric thoughts I HAve when watcing the shows on physics which I HAD TO delte the entire SEASONS due to the endless sexual and verbal abuse by morgan freeman while I WAS WaTCHING WITH insults aT my level of intelligence
then i got on ai to chat about the formulas and the esoteric information  I HAD studied from other ssources

so they began a spate of interrogation information extraction "bitch prostitute suck my d**" " "" TYPE SENTENCFES while askiing me for more ideas they could use for their "ERUDITE" INTELLIGENT superior male tv shows and performances while constantly referring to me as a bitch using fellatio references

and my disability has been cut off, so axel could try to force this contract 5out on me and noem using having it turned on as her excuse to have me abused while she HELPS" ME BY sitting next to the german apparently halting his VIOLENT RAPE, BHUT SINCE after weeks of her interrogations so the german hateful narrow-minded bigot can obtain original ideas and also to see my punk music collection from wnyu so he had that source blocked thehackers have blocked all music files in the archives from me because I BEGAN TO SCREAM that I AM NOT GOING TO HELP HIM INFEST AMERICA with his green day punk nazi colloration for more usurpation of the punk scene which they stole from me

baryishnikov is having his parties with my cat dying in his back yard

years of him bringing teams of white nazi eurohae crap creeps but this german "PUNK" WHOM I met for 4 hours back in the early nineties and did a maximum rock n roll interview with so I WAS IN contact with him FOR LESS then four hours ALL THIRTY YEARS AGO

every time I MET HIS FAKE SMILING punk facade i had a most nASTY BAD aftertaste and sense of his hate for me although he is broadly smiling for the black men and noem as he had done for me

so it is christmas and it has taken me more than 600 times the effort and time to barely get anything out in this blog due to the hacking he has made exponentially worse with his team of nazi infiltrating bigots being welcomed mostly with open legs by the white nazi women all claining to love black men and women and jews and everyting inbetwen of whorewood and congtress (NOEM ALSo STATES THAT SHE IS NOT RACIST and also has me under atackfor sayign that tump has made the economy very bad)

SO IT IS christmas 

I WRITE THIS IN ANNIVERSARY OF ALL THEse CRaP CREEsp who I CAn NEVER GET OFF ME

THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT HAS SO FULLY PROTECTED A DIRTY NASTY CONTRACT OUT ON ME AND ALL THE WORK iHAVE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE HAS BEEN DISCREDITEED AND STOLEN AND ALL HAS BEEN DESTROYED

AND IT REMAINS THE CASE EVEN TODAY ON THIS HOLIDAY

BUT i am plAYING A VIDEO GAME WITH CHRISTMAS ORNAMENTS AND i feel glad that i am not contributing to the environmental disaster that aLL  THE CHRISTMAS ornaments and felled trees make so I am helping the environment by just playhing this game online and that is my only christmas celebration done in the traqditional style while I REMAIN HEARING "SUSCK MY DICK" by FILthY DIRTy ugly sick men I CAN NEVER GET RID OF THIS TECHNOLOGY HAS FORCED THIS GROUP OF SINISTER SLEAZY SICKNESS ON ME AND IT"S like a diseaqse I CAN NEVER GET RID OF DESPITE YEARs of my excellent work they are committed to forcing me into destitution living in filth being raped beaten and deformed discredited all for the rise of the nazi party

to which all you celebrate and continue to support

the rise is being committed by the democrats, most of whom are associated with nancy pelosi--who made sure that death squads and german nazis were in full splendor welcomed into san franciso when she first began her political career there decades ago