EPIC v. OPM (DOGE Privacy Violations)//DOGE is being sued by a private entity but this is the first time I have obtained information on this topic with my daily perusal of the "news", which I scour watch all the podcasts which are famous for the "left" concerns, which resembles a daily cacophony of tabloid-like gossip surrounding mostly trump as a form of negative advertising (the focus solely on trump and his sleazy and criminal and mendacious antics are the sole focus of the gossip-"left" "liberal" commentators, it is really truly a soap opera entertainment spree with some political commentary. All eyes and focus is on which feud or sleazy scandal, law suit over criminal acts and how bad trump is and how fascist and nazi, etc. No mention of the actual serious criminal acts which could be fought by the "opposition" which remains as passive as the "good girls" who never say "no" to rape culture--which means, programmed sex slaves the society is now akin to and adrenaline junkies for more sleaze and information on rape and sleaze obscuring actual action and concern about life-threatening actions and what could be achieved if there were any actual real alternative news sources brining such vital information into the open://, from an email I received from the organization which i subscribed to at least a decade ago, before the serious increase in information block and breach by the last trump admin, extending into the democrat leeching apparatus conjoining with the rep graft and theft dark money cartel, now fully heinous in the next trump ordeal where I am as usual fighting on almost no money they cut all off and am being sexually and physically abused with every threat by the leading maga (for the past month it's been noem who has been featured in the news with her "beef" against trump, which has been the standard ploy of musk mtg and et al to obtain a new job with the premise that they are resisting the oppression of trump and thusly their more lucrative job offers are handed and society believes that these are not so guilty of their violence and hate and negative fascist complicity and are "let off the hook" relatively speaking--mtg is now embraced by the left white women as a type of hero--and her "fight" against the epstine files for the sake of protecting "women" against male rape culture is all but exonerating her in the eyes of the democrat fascist rape culture cheerleaders of america who pose as democrats fighting for every female right but merrily joining in to have me beaten and raped endlessly, continuously as long as I am the sole victim and others like me. The epstein files are being used to conceal heinous versions of rape but this time the rape is in information and private social security email private everything--the rape of the culture. trying to find any public information on this and any commentary by the effete democrats on the doge committee has been so dismal but predictably "lame" ----endless comments about the epstein files although **please note that hackers are blocking keyboard functions such as commas< periods and the caps key so I am unable to write in any way other than completely destroyed in appearance and structurally--as well as theme the interruptions and the pounding in the room beneath mine and the attacks on my brain are the usual routine---

 EPIC v. OPM (DOGE Privacy Challenging the DOGE’s illegal access to vast amounts of personal information from federal workers and the general publicViolations)


**please note that I am under extreme hacking disruption making typing and writing almost impossible yet functional--thusly the discrediting of my writing capabilities and myself. Also, while there have to have been many multiple media focus on the doge violation of privacy and I have seen many, the fact that action is being pursued against doge is new to me. The so-called "DOGE committee" in congress is stuffed with female rape cheerleaders who have rushed to join in with the rape of me, hitting abusing and grabbing me sexually (mtg as a sleazy and hateful just another rancid participant and I am stuck with more of them in the maga world every day some sexual and physical financial and abuse is directed at me with the democrat partners vying for top position in the midterms for 2026 fully ordained to assist in the rape culture but in economic forms of rape to the general public. Sexual violence combined with outright sleazy unbelievable racism is aimed at me every moment by the blacks in power and the white democrats who are pushing to become the next president--and it's not just out of california or brooklyn it's minnesota and georgia and they have all fully championed rape culture teleportation mind control mk ultra and this extends in general principle to the lack of privacy the rape of information the rape of the country in economic terms, and thusly no fight no resistance just little committees stuffed with the female "women's rights" white male extreme nazi rape culture enablers--mostly championing the most euro-trash males who rush to beat assault me as the white opportunistic democrat males partner with the "fighting trump fighting racism" black males and women. the rape continues in ecomnoic terms, and once people are fully destroyed economically they will have no way to actually fight what will be an onslaught of mind control rape date rape so -called teleportation rape microchip ipmlantation and utter silencing and discrediting of all victims, as evidence is nearly or is impossible and not a single politician will do more than fully rush to join in to the rape culture of actual physical rape. the law suit by epic against the defunct shit traitor rape nazi euro-pigape land shit crap group of maga who worship all things german nazi are absolutely allowing the most degenerate of fakes into the fake opposition they control--so weak so willing to play aloing so corroded with corruption so bought out such prostituted do-nothing democrats making their k-rap bs rants about trump and mostly THE EPSTEIN FILES which is a sleazy obfuscation of the lack of action they are taking on all the other types of rape which abound currently (and do not forget about the rancid sleaze of elizabeth warren and pelosi and her crime family and their criminal white nazi collusion with white nazi culture and bound to euronazi trash creeps they perform alliances with in this protected sphere of teleportation rape of me--the alliances are now so fully packed with nazi europigape trash shit--famous and healthy, appearing so groomed with all the applause plastic surgery and loving embrace open wide legs and everything for every nazi male coming out of london who will offer the demo-rats a business alliance so he and she can move to london, paris and fuck me over, and the counry as well. The focus the most endless pervasive enemies of the actual democrat fight to stop the rise of autocracy corrupt money laundering dark money have all rushed to join into this situation of raping me proving that no one will give a "fuck" but all will rush to violently fuck rape and torture and murder me slowly and obtain a mansion in italy, paris or london or germany or stuttgart--and the theft of your private information and the breach of social security remains a sacrosanct silenced entity as the "doge committee" stuffed with the  yelling thumping women who have fully embraced nazi rape of me are doing the usual "nothing" nothing to join with any group currently attempting to stop the rape of information privacy and human rights--they are running for senator in texas and have hopes of becoming the next governor of georgia or next president (*they are all eying presidency ) or the next president the hateful sinister white big-bird looking hateful scumbag out of cali connected to pig-lousy and all they are focus on the usual trite gossip to sell their snake oil--silence concerning any real fight except for their redistricting excuses to obtain more leverage all absolutely violently assaulting me with huge smiles and sinister psychopathy absolutely sick evil and criminal--none of them mention the real serious topics or issues they all are focusing with their podcaster empire of parasitic leeches working for the criminal thug mafia celebrity empire of politicians (especially centered around whorewood california--extending from brooklyn and every other place but the rush for the gold diggers in out of cali fornication and no mention of this law suit can be found anywhere---that I have searched doing a general search. This is  a less-than-sensational human rights fight which has been obscured by the sleazy filth of the epstein file contagion which is just more rape culture glamorized and cultivated--programming the country into embracing wealthy white male rape and bringing more teleportation gang stalking into the covert focus for entitlement the male contagion interconnected to this rape culture and their filthy stupid nasty women are not just embracing mk ultra microchip implant and teleportation rape propensities but almost deliriously pushing to have more and more handed out for them all to enjoy feeding off the millions of victims they plan on first financially destroying, as they ahve done to me, then calling them "losers" and then raping and beating them with increasing violence as they become addicted to this form of utter life-destroying rape and destruction of privacy and human rights.


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(please excuse if some of this is a repeat of the above, the hackers have completely blocked functionality and it's so impossible to get anything done and so time-consuming to get this out--. Also, I was sexually assaulted by this endless german scum piece of shit with dirty nasty kristi noem fully a bullshit racist nazi parasitic female playing a very nasty sadistic and torture game on me to bring in utter frenzies of violence and rape and then playing "rescue" only to suck as much out of me and threats and bringing in financial ruin using her criminal claws on the apparatus that filthy fuck trump has allowed this skank trashy shit whore creep--plastic surgery nazi rape nazi like the rest of the shit from whorewood who have tortured me and then stolen my writings on women's rights, art movements and lectures which they turned into their movies and tv shows, the handmaiden's tale, malificent, barbie, blonde just to name a few they stole from my writings about their rape, shit skank trash fuck noem is sucking information out of me non-stop all day and night as this filthy skank creep is helping the german rape pig rat to obtain more ideas for his stupid and inane "punk" shit show which he has sold to the fantasy nazi-fans of whorewood who are yearning for them to rape and beat me so they can obtain this "contract" which will keep shit like trump and his nazi elizabeth warren, nasty nazi crud newsom the old scum crap rape ignorant ugly dirty filth creep beyond belief for his dirty public persona which,m like his relative pelosi, has been fully trained and coached by whorewood acting coaches all is a deception--so hope he is never put into the presidency but my writing this fully advertises him to the 4th reich and he is in the lead. when the democrap party will stop putting defunct women into the candidate races for president as they did with nazi hillary for 8 years or longer, that other rotten fake and nazi shit skank who has been like obama the full sales advocate for trump and the rise of the nazi white overtake of the government (black nazis all obtaining privilege for having sold out everything, people like oprah and farrkhan absolutely selling their snake oil and all viciously attacking me and using the pretext that I am "racist' which has been used the blacks rush at me with thiks program they fully embrace like dumb scum on crack--so thusly, rape culture of minds bodies but in the context of this article about one entity actually doing something concrete to stop the financial ruin of the people, which the democrat whores do nothing to prevent they yap, they make their rapping bullshit krap rhymes about how they grew up as christians going to church with all the other good blacik folk and then can't do anything whatsoever to stop the rape--their concern is hanging on the coatails of rotten old scum newsome who is the favored of white nazi republican openly lynch mob nazi men who are rancid and dirty filthy ugly and sinister open racists---and how they remain in power and in the senate for decades is beyond belief and proves how rigged but also how absolutely apathetic the americans are concerning who represents them and how they rely on the so-called alternative media to give them information which also lies and is in collusion with selling only epstein files sexual rape culture programming instead---(remaining doing nothing but yapping some k-rap bullshit and making it sound "hip" or alternative-so-called and fully blocking actual real alternative sources and voices--all ordained by big nazi hoe bro)


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EPIC v. OPM (DOGE Privacy Violations)//DOGE is being sued by a private entity but this is the first time I have obtained information on this topic with my daily perusal of the "news", which I scour watch all the podcasts which are famous for the "left" concerns, which resembles a daily cacophony of tabloid-like gossip surrounding mostly trump as a form of negative advertising (the focus solely on trump and his sleazy and criminal and mendacious antics are the sole focus of the gossip-"left" "liberal" commentators, it is really truly a soap opera entertainment spree with some political commentary. All eyes and focus is on which feud or sleazy scandal, law suit over criminal acts and how bad trump is and how fascist and nazi, etc. No mention of the actual serious criminal acts which could be fought by the "opposition" which remains as passive as the "good girls" who never say "no" to rape culture--which means, programmed sex slaves the society is now akin to and adrenaline junkies for more sleaze and information on rape and sleaze obscuring actual action and concern about life-threatening actions and what could be achieved if there were any actual real alternative news sources brining such vital information into the open://, from an email I received from the organization which i subscribed to at least a decade ago, before the serious increase in information block and breach by the last trump admin, extending into the democrat leeching apparatus conjoining with the rep graft and theft dark money cartel, now fully heinous in the next trump ordeal where I am as usual fighting on almost no money they cut all off and am being sexually and physically abused with every threat by the leading maga (for the past month it's been noem who has been featured in the news with her "beef" against trump, which has been the standard ploy of musk mtg and et al to obtain a new job with the premise that they are resisting the oppression of trump and thusly their more lucrative job offers are handed and society believes that these are not so guilty of their violence and hate and negative fascist complicity and are "let off the hook" relatively speaking--mtg is now embraced by the left white women as a type of hero--and her "fight" against the epstine files for the sake of protecting "women" against male rape culture is all but exonerating her in the eyes of the democrat fascist rape culture cheerleaders of america who pose as democrats fighting for every female right but merrily joining in to have me beaten and raped endlessly, continuously as long as I am the sole victim and others like me. The epstein files are being used to conceal heinous versions of rape but this time the rape is in information and private social security email private everything--the rape of the culture. trying to find any public information on this and any commentary by the effete democrats on the doge committee has been so dismal but predictably "lame" ----endless comments about the epstein files although **please note that hackers are blocking keyboard functions such as commas< periods and the caps key so I am unable to write in any way other than completely destroyed in appearance and structurally--as well as theme the interruptions and the pounding in the room beneath mine and the attacks on my brain are the usual routine---
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Ongoing lawsuits by a privacy-advocate entity, outside of the nefarious government dog-like obedient laying down dead policy performances (on all "sides" of the same money-vacuum which they are all sucking on as peripheral supplicants) this entity EPIC is an independent agency never mentioned, as far as I have seen in my daily perusal of the news from the "savvy" bloomberg money empire news source to the horrid tabloid-like huffpost--and my attempts to read and access information is blocked by wifi being cut off continuously every few seconds to minutes in perpetuity for years but especially since trump rampaged through the china shop with his teams on the left and right pushing ramming through as the general rape of the country all hailing and praising in private and viciously grasping at me with nazi references and racism beyond sick and disgusting--all obtaining their permission to feed off the bitcoins and the private dark money sources handed by the nazi euro-trash they worship like stupid dumb supplicants--the left are not making public denouncements of the doge committee to any public outcry other than a few vapid interviews for the major news soruces and perhaps a few interviews on the podcasts---thusly, in performing a search on youtube for any information about this law suit I got exactly zero results on this ongoing lawsuit against doge. The epstein file sexual titillation diversion tactic is the main source the democrats use to bypass their lack of action on any serious theme, and their full advocacy of rape in general, me being the micro version of it and the murder and torture mutilation and theft of my intellectual property--my ideas furnishing less-than vapid and heinously blank nasty and the most ignorant of bigots who steal my ideas about women's rights, in order to establish a blonde nazi version of the couragious woman fighting against white male tyranny and perhaps the black version comes as well but in the form of a violent masculinated female for blacks, the role women are "supposed" to play the white women use magick or cunning and sexual prowess to thwart male rape culture, etc etc) the ideas stolen from me as the very same women rush to have me raped to obtain their next modeling lead role in paris with the full cheers of the euro-hate zone expletives--but the focus is always on the epstein files in this upcoming midterm season the long-awaited information on which of the famous men raped girls is the sole focus and the intentional circus has been played with precision:
The "mainstream" and indeed podcast world of "democracy" frumpy and also "hipster" "Left" have utterly been silent on this topic (or relatively quiet) they echo the mainstream on the gossip points which divert attention to the serious deadly rape of the country ongoing but diverted through entertainment movie_like dramas (which nazi-endorsing politician and leading illegal billionaire is having a "beef" with trump now, the former full advocates now splitting with their "master" they pushed for so many years as the main cheerleaders for nazi fascist overtake of society (as in mtg and musk< the tabloid_like feuds that have dominated the seeming intellectual and "left" podcast and media world of gossip tabloid replacements in celluloid seemingly interpersonal form--which hillary as of late has condemned and claimed is not akin to a peer-reviewed source for accurate information. The silence surrounding the doge breach of law resonates with the silence to what has been an ongoing torture and murder contract out on me in which endless hoards of whores have rushed to participate---all they do is advocate for brutal racist-based rape of me dismemberment torture and then theft of my information and then using doge to have my disability money cut off to further enslave me--the society as a whole only focuses on the epstein files they want more rape they yearn to hear about rich men raping and abusing women--using their christianity as a crutch--
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"In February 2025, EPIC and an anonymous federal worker—together with counsel from Democracy Forward and The Kaplan Law Firm—brought suit against the U.S. Treasury Department, the Office of Personnel Management (OPM), and the Elon Musk-run “Department of Government Efficiency” (DOGE) over an unprecedented series of privacy and data security violations implicating the personal information of tens of millions of people.
As the complaint sets out, the DOGE illegally forced Treasury and OPM to disclose vast stores of personal information from government workers and everyday Americans to unauthorized, untrained personnel with no legitimate purpose to access such data. These actions violated the Privacy Act, the Federal Information Security Modernization Act, the Internal Revenue Code, and the Fifth Amendment right to information privacy. Together they constitute “the largest and most consequential data breach in U.S. history,” as the complaint explains."
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Hacking is so atrocious that it"s at the near impossible stage once more to comment__or write clearly at all--not able to use normal punctuation so bear this out if anyone is reading this
from the months of trying to obtain news information (all content I receive, which has been filtered only to represent hacker/stalker networks inter-connected so I am unable to access a single site which is not part of the surveillance 4th Reich big brother hate-network---however, I obtained information about the electronic privacy advocate group EPIC many years ago
I have never heard of the democrats on the "DOGE' committee in Congress making a public outcry about this phenomenon, I am only under non_stop attack by the most famous of the screaming, fist-pounding clown-show politicians (democrats but since trump the reps but not from the house, johnson already made his evil rape culture rape appearance using witch hunt evil references to me while performing every act of sinister evil he was allowed to get away with
but none of them so far has sued the administration nor makes a public outcry; I only hear about the severe breach of public privacy from podcasters. I must admit that with the endless breaches of my internet access I am unable to use the internet most of the time and once I try, the wifi is shut down continuously and when I finally resume, the pages I am able to obtain are steeped with hacker politicians and podcasters and sites so that all may join into the hate cartel of atacking me for having clicked on their sites--(the disscrediting routine of me trying to say that when I watch a movie, podcast or click on anything the celebrities and politicians come in my "teleportation" state to rape and murder me---anyone would claim I am highly mentally ill and thusly, it goes on indefinitely with the same politicians and podcasters inserting subliminal content into my drugged body and brain which I repeat after hours of assault, rape and torture and abuse thusly they claim that I am other deficient in all things--for all that they force on my reactions under death threat stress rape and torture--it happens every day.
So reading this, this morning, I thought about how I only have heard any criticism of doge from the "left" podcasters or perhaps from the usual ms now anchors who endlessly make jokes with smirth mirth which assuages the sharp reality left blurry out of focus ---but, the rape of me, by the endless representatives of society who rush to join into this endless murder contract on me so all can obtain their otherwise ungranted permission to speak or have any voice in society (the rest must remain silent, the plot is truly draconian for silencing in the future)\but as I have written for years, this rape situation on me will become the eventual rape of the entire society--and this breach of private information is the same principle, in effect, as the filth who --as in laslt night, while I was sick from detox due to the same crap creeps who profited off having me poisoned, drugged paralyzed and made disabled for decades, now rushing to rape beat abuse and threaten my life perpetually with the republican-lead democrat shadow teams (so fully absorbed in exrracting as much dark money lucre as possible in the coattails of the openly stolen monies that the trump admin has been making--social security to fund lavish kennedy center performances of germans who are being regaled who make mention of a global multi-lingual empire they will "share" with the crud of the trump admin who are the most obsequioius slave mentality idiot savants worshipping all things nazi german
but the rape is now cultural and although illegal, the only entities performing the necessary acts of legal thwarting whatsoever are independent agencies, not your "rising star" black nazi yelling screaming at me to obey the violence of white nazi trash filth "men" who are beating raping and assaulting me using nazi language--oh, it's never ending the rape and the rape is like me naiked in my room while the surveillance of the celebrities using hidden cameras and the brain implant in my own brain enabling "them" to see out of my eyes---
the rape is micro-managed but macro-inflicted the rape of privacy has been mostly silenced in lieu of the sensationalism of the epstein files--the really creep democrats who are shouting thumping and being put into the next generation of the clintonistas are fully selling the epstein files and thusly bypassing the truly heinous rape not only of me and mind control torture murder gangs but also of society in general.



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