Cowardly New World, not brave whatsoever techno-terror futuristic repeat of the old world of absolute domination by selfish oligarchy, unqualified but given total control with no access of the targeted population to respond with anything but chaotic and discrediting stupor: My (repeat, repeated, repetition response to those offering their "covert" guidance in how to avert mind control exploitation and manipulation: to remain stoic, calm, composed and untouched, unshakeable and reserved in response) & the double-edged sword of simply writing about the system of inhumanity of this mind control drug/technology interface. The double bind situation is that the reading audience is piqued to use this tech to gain their advantages in all their respective fields of endeavor. The incentivizing social engineering payout scale is astronomical for offering blind greed a replacement to any ethical or moral concern regarding the human condition and consequences. Therefore to describe the absolute smothering of reactionary response which is "forced" out of me by this horrific integrated system (drugs, torture, no support, full-on non-stop authoritarian full-on encompassing permission by highest political "authority"--who appear to actually be under the same obedience following orders to their own internal higher authority group which I call the "central committee" based on earlier Stalinesque and other mass murdering regime structural control, not necessarily restricted to the "comumunist" model). Please note my keyboard is severely hacked and using capitals to denote a country or name is more effort that I don't want to waste using the correct grammar. //thusly, to write in detail about how I cannot remain "calm" or "composed" in these situations of having been drugged with a cocktail of such debilitating drugs and poisons, on a non-stop daily basis, the hardening poisons are injected, inserted and forced upon me in so many impossible-to-defend means and ways that I am stuck perpetually being forced into this state of half-delirium especially in the first few waking hours post having been drugged in deep sleep, then "traumatized" by skits of murder, death, homelessness and being surrounded by the same creepy types who surround me in the public skit arena warfare scenarios I am always subjected to once I leave the enclosed home-bound prison and murderous death cell room I inhabit, with zero choices or opportunities or help or protection to stop any of it, the drugging in particular although I take as many precautions as I possibly can with the lack of money and now all money cut off as if with 6 years of grad school work behind me I am incapable of earning even a few dollars, the hacking and blocks and the blacklisting and gaslighting is just endless for all public concerns.//to describe how this works that I am unable to not respond, means that roughly I approximate 90% (most conservative estimate I could grab but I think it's very near 100%) off all readers, both now and in the future, only want to get their grasp on these same technologies to inflict the same or worse upon all they want to "crush", for whatever reasons. I truly suggest that this is not a "national security" question of using tech to defend and support the country, but rather a petty and tyrannical bigoted, sexist need to control any group which could feasibly rise in power and strength given the mass opportunities that have been hard-fought for in the U.S. and people en masse have access to. //I am unable to remain poised, not responding with yelling and rage due to how these technologies and drugs and poisons all operate in sync. I react under not only the stress of hours per day of murderous deadly verbal abuse which is always accompanied by attacks on my nervous system and brain plus the subliminals being pumped into my brain which I sometimes repeat under stress---lexicon of phrases and words I never use or have never used in my life come pouring out in very volatile and threatening moments when I am surrounded, in public. words that are not native to my country but for other cultures. During the teleportation hate exercises from whence the celebrities and politicians, their children and of course, the need for this tech to be expanded into general use against civilians is a paramount funding operation tasking Musk and his group to develop more and more people subjected to appearing like yelling and crazed instant response people discredited beyond belief. //i could go on with more detail but I am only letting the people endlessly putting and hacking such videos as the one below that this is not a "Normal" situation. I am not on the meditative and physically fit level that they are on in terms of self-mastery, but I would truly be amazed if these "masters" of mental and physical self-control could, under similar conditions with truly l.ife-threatening violence and murder attempts and poisoning, no money no support nothing but people surrounding me at all times with death urges needing to unleash their suppressed rage out at anybody for any reason, I believe. For some there is the racist reason, but I also think that if there were no "other" race and they were stuck with their own "kind" they would do as their ancestors have done throughout the "ages" which is to turn upon one another. This contract out on me is so highly coveted by men who are abusive and pornographic, as I wrote yesterday in my other blog (same title as this blog but a different number) but the family members are thrilled to have surrogate abuse and domestic violence replacement they lavish the ease with which it is being done and the hate diverted from themselves by the abuser rapist genocidal bigot daddy as the recipients of former are now drooling to have more people put into my position of being eternally drugged non-consensually, paralyzed, put out of "commission" in society, discredited and thusly any justification for torture is used to have their former abuser spouse or parental figure unit displaced upon me--or the target. To heighten the sadistic thrill is that the brain is being so compartmentalized by the tech and drug interface that immediate response to every nosey question, every insult whether I struggle with all my might, because they have torture responses instantly at their disposal and they have me surrounded and I get leaders of the authoritative political body rushing to get involved threatening my life for not allowing them to abuse me without resistance and then they get the "dark money" donors for their next upcoming election campaign, etc. And so, with no support no financial basis no family to rely on no friends partially due to physical paralysis but also to the gaslighting and "gossip" surrounding me plus threat to anyone befriending me, social constraints for anyone being welcoming and friendly and I have seen people lose their business for being friendly to me (another story, I have written of it before, but it happened in really fascist Nazi Germany, in Stuttgart and that was in 2010--after Clinton pulled U.S. troops out of Germany, the U.S. Consulate was closed in Stuttgart, and the Germans took down the warm, friendly smiling masks and turned into the Nazis they are currently and openly almost unapologetically assuming in politics and it has always been there in society. But I mention Germany as this is one of the most blatant examples and upon which the bulk of "I'm part German and part English'" terrorists who assault me with deadly mirth and sickening torture and poisoning all claim, to justify their genocidal ambitions and their "true" identity. Thusly, with all these external variables or factors, in short, NOTHING backing me up, and then the drugging and the technology the brain implants which literally block and compartmentalize areas of the brain so parts are literally shut down and like hacking into a computer I am literally forced to respond in verbatim repetition of the subliminals they inject into my brain. I cannot calculate basic numbers if I try I get stuck on the wrong answer as if I "know" it is absolutely correct; once out of range of the attack my brain instantly 'remembers" what I had not forgotten, but this is the extent to which my brain is under remote and internal microchip implant attack. The people trying to advise me to remain silent, not "give away" emotions cannot understand they appear to be "blaming" me for not being "strong" enough or not '"trying" to remain silent as if I am incapable of such restraint. I could go into detail about certain situations after having eaten a highly drugged meal that I literally had my body jump up and I repeated sentences after someone tried to control me. It was instant reflexive reaction based entirely on external control as if I really were a puppet. Unfortunately all that i write only heightens interest in this horrific technology and more people want to exert this kind of debilitating and discrediting technology for their own malicious purposes. I can't say any of the people attacking me (meaning in teleportation but also in "real life") are anything but the most violent and lying con artists possible. they all follow scripts they all rely on instructions for all that they do within this situation of this microchip implant drugging system imposed upon me never relinquished by anybody since the primacy of this form of mind control is now the hottest cake dripping with malicious intent by one-and-all I have seen utilizing it.