Day #2 of Black Mirror experience--a far trippier far-out experience than I had ever imagined possible for a television series. It is, however, at least 15 years not-new but very, very fresh. Perhaps it reached a zenith of creativity before the decline of experimental artistic output in mainstream accessibility (speaking ONLY as a far-removed observer with very little access, or no access to independent art due to financial boa constrictor). //However, every episode I have seen, part of a clip, first episode I predicted vaguely some of the outcome correctly I knew it had some twist but was flat on my expectation in some way in the ending but "brilliant" beyond comparison very happy to have watched it. The 2nd episode involves a technological deflowering, if you will, of a woman who played in Harlots fully immersed in the strip-tease entertainment void vortex of performance for celluloid "art"---and, the clip I had written of regarding the Fassbinder film Welt am Draht and now the 2nd episode of the 1st season reminds me distinctly of Liquid Sky--a film about a NY model being denigrated by her "soul flame twin" who actually was played by the female lead role portraying her male counterpart--I wonder if the creators of Black Mirror have seen the movies and films I have seen earlier and incorporated them into their art. Still very well done, but wondering if these were influences upon the creation of these episodes. //Thinking of Liquid Sky because the pornographic hate of yet another male in "power" assaulting me using the teleportation and voice-to-skull using profanity, subliminals of hate, while I am brushing my teeth making sodomy comments as if it is me rather than himself who is the profane slut and whore and not me---yes, I worked at the Lusty Lady they are participating in rage rape torture far more whore slut shameful it should be than working at a feminst venue where women's sexuality was considered far more important than "the man gets what he wants and if he abuses you, too bad you must please the male and customer". No way dude, not where I was in my element for once in my own empowerment with protection. The one-and-only time in my life. They strive to destroy anything and all things about my humanity my sexuality based on their domination genocidal Nazi scheme of making women not blondish into prostitute symbols, which is rife in media and entertainment on so many levels, even when "white" women emulate the black and brown women who are "debased" in their gyrations, it's considered more "classy" than the denigration motifs which are carefully incorporated into multi-million billion dollar endless franchise awards and appearances rigged of course to promote the sexual debasement of the "brown and black" women. I think of Liquid Sky and although the protagonist "innocent' "slut" was a "blonde" the writer and director was Jewish (out of Russia) and the necessity of degrading me sexually is of prime importance to the sluts, whores, rapists and pig apes of this disgusting group and their funding operatives from Congress with all their corresponding Dark Money interests in keeping white supremacy the pounding grinding force of discrimination. So, thinking of a particular scene from Liquid Sky where the abusive, heroin addict male (played by the blonde female counterpart) is trying to "humiliate" her by forcing her, as the chanting of the production team (it was for a photo-shoot both were models) in an apartment and the onlookers chanted to give him a "blow job" chanting "do it do it!!" as a denigration of her pristine innocence--the loss of which is the same theme of Harlots of deflowering an innocent-appearing and making a gentle female into a prostituted image replicated in technology replicated in brothels--replicated in pornography. The themes are very similar in both of the depictions of the demand to abuse women sexually. It is of paramount important to the Whorewood entertainment mind programming cartel especially to put really nasty prostituted women into positions of being like their abuser male pimps, glorified for allowing any "minority" to be brutalized as the "feminist" women watch on gleefully dancing and singing in delight glowering with hate as they must have surrogate abuse stomping rape objects for their nasty violent genocidal hate males to feed off as the women feed off vicariously as well. This very same topic is mentioned is alluded to is brought to the surface in the Black Mirror "Britain's Got Talent" style contest of judges demanding that she do a strip-tease sort of performance as her entrance into "fame" and "fortune" and to stop peddling to stop being a hamster on the wheel but at least slightly above the yellow obese lower rank (classes).
**firstly, experiencing the endless blocks to functionality of the keyboard and my brain is under attack, but whilst I fight all of this, I search for the clip of the "innocent" being turned into a media orgasm soft-porn object after her seeming "purity" song about "love" is displayed. The crowd begins chanting "do it do it' after the men of the Judges panel, not too far removed from the actual real Britain's Got Talent as well as the same Brit and his extremely violently nasty rape-enabler Latino female co-judge for the American version (by the way, neither are American but live in I guess Los Angeles--the haven for Nazis in America whence the fascist movement currently turning the political landscape into a H-wood thriller and disaster movie but in reality) but anyways---I could only find her seeming "innocent" performance. Oddly, the 2nd episode is rife with pornography piped under demand upon the recipients of this seeming compound of aspiring people trying to get out of the "rocking horse chair" peddling cycle of hope and Brave New World touchy-feely type of artificial life--they are inundated with pornography upon demand, I am referring to so the seeming teary-eyed surprise of the "young people" when they are demanded to perform pornographic acts in order to become "famous" and get out and off the treadmill is a bit--what's the word I want to use--recondite? Cognitive dissonance that pornography is forced upon them, they lose "credits" if they stop watching that they are under so much surveillance that if they do not watch the "commercials" blocking their shoot-and-kill games and video room-size surroundings of a cyber world where they live outside of going on the treadmills and fighting to become cyber "stars" on the tubes connecting the planet of cyber security but only for the top layers and the bottoms must clean and be abused openly without any defense--a surreal dystopia for sure, but not too dissimilar to the heroin dealers in Liquid Sky and the models and the sub-culture which is as vicious as the world it claims it is far too intellectual for and superior to. But the clip of the reality of rape culture and the deflowering of women (or boys and men) is not put on the dear internet on Youtube--of course, I doubt seriously I can find the rape scenes from Liquid Sky but I will do what I can here. Oh yes, the singer is told that it is "compulsary" for her to drink a drugged-up beverage by the woman leading her behind the stage before her appearance--drugged up, of course these victims of mind control sexual debasement for the entertainment and exaltation of the "bad girls" who obey and follow orders must include giving some beverage to get her drunk, high or under mind control manipulation cognitive decline beforehand--my entire life, in essence but I am "blamed" for it all at the end by the rape hateful bigots who willingly themselves also imbibed all the drugs but were not forced into their pornography but they are joyful to pour the filth of their spiritual decline onto me, as often as possible and they do, they do!
After this song if finished, seeming so innocent and pure like something a 2nd grader would sing for a little grade school pageant--but as an adult being forced to watch pornography every day, it is a flaw in the structure of the entire episode that she appears as if she has never imagined it would happen to her or that pornography and sexual abuse and dehumanization were part of the general scheme of her entertainment virtual reality world--to ascend out of the lower ranks implies one must take it off and do it for entertainment. Everyone must emulate the images forced holographic repetition to display be as promiscuous let the children learn. But, as in Liquid Sky, the childhood is also mentioned and the dethroning of the image of purity for the female--
I have to wonder who wrote episode 2 of Black Mirror--was it a female or male who had been close to or experienced racist sexual degradation of abuse or humiliation for the sake of white male and female "supremacy" to "crush" women "like me" into being an abused and mocked tortured poisoned silenced sex torture victim in perpetia?
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"Jessica Brown Findlay--'Anyone who knows what love is'. FULL version. (Black Mirror)". Rick G. January 7, 2012.
"Bizarre conversation--Liquid Sky (Subtitulada)". voxtot. December 6, 2010.
"Liquid Sky--You Go To Hell". Hoopermazing. May 5, 2011.
"Donna Farrakhan--Breaking of The Black Woman 2/3". Richmond Ekiye. November 15, 2013.
The great thing about the Liquid Sky ending of the "do it do it!" blow job humiliation and sexist woman-hating multi-gender push for the "beautiful" woman who is sort of quiet but pristine coming out of Connecticut old money, fashionable but of the No-Wave element of the NYC sub-culture---
and, on her patio rooftop above the city of downtown Manhattan (or nearby) there was a tiny little plate-shaped alien disc which had landed on her roof, apparently it could smell the heroin stashed behind a mask (symbolic of course) featured in the front of the neon-lit room. The roommate of our blonde heroine was a heroin and cocaine dealer but really a performance artist, as was the heroine (phonetic pun intended). The seratonin, or is it dopamine released in the brain when having orgasm is akin to heroin, or there is some similarity in the hormones secreted in the human brain during orgasm. The heroin alien addicts would literally suck the essence through their technology or amphibian capabilities sort of like telekinesis of energy and life force literally killing the person excreting these orgasm hormones. The point of the film is that the men would come, rape, slap, abuse and insult the blonde protagonist (but it was the Jewish experience, the racism and there was another subplot involved in the film of a Jewish woman and a German man in a building nearby, the submission the Nazi-Jew dichotomy was brought up, in some form of addiction there are parallels to subservience, mastery, and etc
Because the blonde model realized, after men came, had their 1-minute orgasm on top of her, lying insulting telling her promises of helping her career, raping her to find the drug stashes, dying on top of her--. She finally realized that there was a flying saucer parked on her patio rooftop, and she sort of cried out to stop leaving all the dead bodies in her apartment (her roommate also discovered the situation and the bodies) the aliens then made the dead men disappear, finally while they were on top of her after they raped, abused and etc. She began to wreak revenge on them and so, her counterpart, played by herself, and the group of chanting "fashionable" and "socialite" subculture "artists" were chanting, just as in Black Mirror Season 1, Episode 2, to the same actress who came to join in with yelling screaming abusive English antisemitic violently yelling threatening a black male from Harlots also joined in, but the same star came to stare with her bright eyes watching on as I was the target of the wrath of the group for having spoken in a gaiety about some concept that Ian McKellen had said, they used the mind control to force subliminal sentences into my brain, I repeated them or something like that it came out in the sleep teleportaiton or drugged morning routine of about 10 hours per day of English yelling and screaming at me after they knew I had been multiply raped by their friends, their partners in the room, etc. I had spoken using my educated experience and not trying to diss anyone, but demonstrating intelligence and intellectual capability is so far removed from the box these genocidal Imperialist bigot haters want to impose upon me, fully with the vicious hate of Americans of the 4th Reich so it was and still remains absolute violence for me demonstrating capability and intellectualism. They are still trying to obtain ideas out of me, by the way to steal because they remain in their boxes. and must have me in their horrid just soulless death box of immutable silencing and destruction but a sex target of endless rape and mutilation and destruction. They hate America for how it challenges white supremacy. The black male and female who joined in from the Harlots cast were, as usual so typically ranting and yapping about blacks being discriminated against while they rushed at me joining in violently attacking me after hours and hours per day I finally began hitting them to shut up.
But to continue: knowing that anyone who had orgasms in her living space were literally killed by aliens sucking the heroin-like hormone releases of the violent and abusive sex these people forced upon her--mostly intimidating lying coercing raping and then in front of a crowd of chanting "cool fashion" types, "do it do it" so she gave him his blow job and he had his orgasm and then died and disappeared. She had committed murder and he just vanished after his death/her murder.
It is a great movie, it is ignored. No one wants a woman to get over on rapists and bigots even when it is portrayed in a heroine sense in Whorewood and it's equivalent, in England perhaps but still--
I am not finished watching this scene. The black male is loving, kind and they are all shocked that the judges want her to be turned into a pornographic object even though they all are constantly surrounded by pornography in their virtual environment where they are enclosed in a complete Brave New World artificiality of technology (before AI).
As it is very difficult to type and my brain is under technological assault, and it is painful to pound every letter out, fighting to backspace every word due to blockage of the keyboard
I leave it at, that I write this sentiment. Not finished with the 2nd episode but expecting it, like the 1st episode for Season 1, to somehow fall flat of the sharp critique that the show appears based on. Were the creators influenced by films like Welt am Draht and Liquid Sky but could not, for various reasons, exhibit anything as drastic as real violent uprisings of the victims of debauchery in a way that is empowering rather than cliche-riddled with downfall of the stronger women and their forced death or leaving of the environment?
Hard to express this, I am trying to say. Unable to truly write and think under these constraints. Also, once I begin to type or write any post or comment about the harsh ugly realities that they are trying so hard to suppress even in my thinking using their nefarious nasty technologies--slowing down the functioning of my laptop to about .25% of it's real functionality--so slow usually I have to get up and do other things waiting for a page to show-up and waiting as it freezes and spins and the wifi is constantly being turned off.
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How I wish the rude, foul and violent English man currently assaulting me in a never-ending non-stop line-up of rapist abuser violent haters bigots Nazis mafia feminist pimp wanna be executives using rape and torture of OTHER women as their stepping-stone ascension to endlessly being portrayed as feminist heros of culture?
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and all I did, was watch a semi-biographical movie, depicting a pair of part-Jewish men, part Gypsy, part UK-land something (Irish or a mix?) and the depiction was portrayed by a man who first rushed at me punching into my face--because I watched a trailer he had hacked into my YouTube and of course, I am a programmed drugged-up bot I keep watching to see the after-effects of the travesty of the celebrity mess which put fascism into real deadly power into the United States because every man wants women to beat, rape and abuse secretly and privately. Every woman wants a man to wreak his pornographic violence upon some other woman and then return to her loving and gentle and kindly. I use the general term "every man/woman" because as I have speculated for so many years, due to observation of this trend--the people who had any kind of alternative perspective to the porno hate racist hierarchy has been slowly poisoned, cancered, suicided or brainwashed incentivized and programmed out of any threat level possible. The ennui concerning women and rape has become a stepping-stone power-grab by the numb and blank "woke me 2" pornographic rape enablers of Whorewood and their rank and file promoters and followers. All I did was be interested in the depiction which had confused me, in the never-ending druggy daze I am in so I watch YouTube and see what the hackers are hacking in. I obtain information which is usually misleading about every single topic and issue possible, I believe that the 4th Reich hacker celebrities and podcasters who dominate the mind programming tubes and circuits are just programmed bots disseminating misinformation deliberately as a tool of misguiding the population into complicity and into violent support of murdering bigots--as it appears the celebrities without exception are, in the disgusting private hate scenario of teleporting me.
this nasty and foul English man, as he is becoming just another one in a long line of nasty, dirty energy-draining abusers who follow gladly the same protocol. They sit on their brains watching me urinate they watch me get undressed they comment on every single thing I do and think with this insidious technology. MY good mood is soured by their "bitch" hissing noises that females hiss into the microphones of the voice-to-skull technology, I hear it, the men comment that while I am brushing my teeth and my lips they make dirty sleazy sexual commentary about just a normal thing--but every single thing they are nasty and dirty and foul about. They also have filth, dirt and fungus mold and etc sprayed into my room, my body, my clothing and my food as often as they possibly can. They ask me for ideas after having my fingers mutilated as the inject mind control drugs into my bloodstream, every single night (I fight to protect my hands, I literally have to cut blood flow to stop them from cutting my cuticles completely off as they are slicing into my nail bed every day and have done this literally every single day on every single finger night after night since 2013 on a nightly basis. They use razor thin mechanical arm instruments to stretch the bands and elastic I use to protect my hands--they then see my hands and yell with rage and hate how "ugly" my body is, my bloated crooked body that their blondish Nazi rape cheerleader nasty dirty filth prostituted fellow female co-conspirators have ordered so my body is broken down, it is almost literally impossible for me to remove the hard shell of poison that is literally as hard as rock, like petrified dead material latched into my spine and hips in a huge, inches thick slab deeply embedded and protruding from my back. Every day I am extremely ill from fighting to break little pieces of it off--these nasty "men" and "women" they wreak as much hate, hours of verbal death threat violence endless yelling with rage as the make sexual comments grab at my breasts (Hegseth who also with Steve Bannon beside him, as I got up from the toilet made to rape me from behind while I was at the sink, and kept grabbing at my body, laughing about how sagging my body is from poisoning but kept abusing attacking and makin endless hate comments with his children and his wife telling me to "have you tried being loving?" as if I had done something when they spent hours per day viciously attacking me. With the English near equivalent, who watches me do everything all day but hisses about sexual ugliness while I am brushing my teeth as if it is oral sex but nasty, dirty and foul, and all I did was watch the NEWS and saw the endless negative commentary about Hegseth prior to his official choice to lead the Pentagon. I just WATCHED some news clips and some commentary by MSNBC, which is always suspect they are there to promote the fascist Nazis by using reverse psychology and endlessly fixating on the same fascists every day instead of focusing on the positive people who are making great strides in terms of equality and fairness in society--they never lecture about them only focusing on the "problem" which appears to bring more people into endorsing them than the contrary. But to continue, I just was fascinated to see how this man played two seemingly odd men and one sounding like he had marbles stuffed in his mouth and the other like he was sort of "normal" but extremely violent. In my endlessly daily drugged state, so ill from shitting out poison almost every day and then sick from the "constipation" of the hard block of poison blocking my intestines so I can't have any normal functioning at all of natural rhythms of healthy detoxification
and thusly, I watched this movie although I knew this man was violent, another English bigot no different from Hegseth and Bannon in fact much more of a "gentleman" than the American Nazis combined--and that is saying almost nothing the violent hate of the Americans is so profoundly genocidal people can't begin to understand how much they are underestimating them but they have some clue with the Nazi salutes being made openly by some of them. Yet they remain in power and the opposition just tries to circumvent the hostility and instead have it redirected at ME.
But I watched this movie and I have another endless repetition of an abuser rapist supporter bigot hater genocidal Nazi proponent for having watched some movie about more violent mafioso more violent thuggery, the usual theme of the Whorewood rape crowd and their "feminist" me2 cheerleading scumbag whore prostituted white trash Nazi women
I deal now with my body completely broken down, my cheekbones have sunken inward so deeply from stress, sickness my body has deteriorated I need a home with a swimming pool, I am truly paralyzed most of the time in utter sickness.
I sit and watch movies I am drugged so constantly every day with injections into my bladder through my vagina so greedy sleazy stupid sick a$$-wipe creeps can obtain more free everything for destroying my health, as they energetically suck the life out of me every day so their stupidity and greed and sleaze can be promoted with the rest of the ape pig crowd, who have spent 15 years stealing my ideas, going to top festivals and Golden Globes and the Oscars for having stolen my ideas, tortured me for hours per day to obtain more ideas, and giving nothing nothing nothing and taking away my cat, my home stinking dirty and now my very subpoverty disability payments they had the Social Security use ruses, lies and hateful discrimination to stop my benefits and I am stuck here sick and being drained and drained by yet another hateful white trash bigot violent sleazy nasty for me reacting in hate and rage as another one sits for hours abusing commenting watching my every private thing every hour because he has to get another role playing a violent abusive man killing abusing using women--which is what he got the last time the first thing he did was punch into my face
how brainwashed and drugged I am, every day my ability to recover from the last sleazy dirty ugly sick white trash pig ape scumbag is so depleted my ability to think clearly and function--is so gone--from days hours per day of one piece of shit bringing groups of their dirty nasty friends, out of England it is only hate, violence and near death constantly for over 30 years or longer this has been ongoing at me--more like all my life (beginning at least in 1973-1974 just from the English sector of the 4th Reich).
All I did was watch a movie. They believe they are entitled to abusing using making sexual comments grabbing using exploiting stealing destroying--they have all done it, gotten awards been invited to the White House and have schmoozed with Senators and invites and millions of dollars flowing so every rotten sleazy dirty creep can vent his hate for women for minorities for themselves out on me.
And they try to superimpose their dirty sleazy pornographic hate upon me, the excuse is that i worked at the Lusty Lady because their group was trying to murder me in a horrible slow disgusting way by denying me having health care centers literally lie to me--as Social Security is lying to me now, as everyone involved is lying to me constantly, as my family has lied to me as they lied when they came to join in a few weeks ago, lying that they had no idea what was happening to me when they orchestrated it themselves, and quite happily at that.
They are sleazy, dirty prostitutes they are the slime and filth and not me. They keep trying to impose this upon me as if their rape and sleazy comments and sexual violence is because of me, not they. That I am so despicable that their blonde Nazi sleazy shitty whore women are so wonderful compared to me that I "deserve" endless rape while they keep, without end, forcing their filthy dirty sickeningly disgusting unwanted pig selves upon me for hours per day--making sleazy dirty disgusing comments as if I am sleazy and not they.
It ties into the themes above, but it's never ending. If only every single thing I write were not culled for concepts and directly stolen verbatim phrases that they steal, as has been ongoing for DECADES from this sleazy boring repetitive endlessly mundane seemingly stupid as hell worse than apes more disgusting then pigs
entertainers, politicians, "normal good" citizens and so offensively they use religion to also bolster their endless violence and sick and "evil" acts of violence their stupid statements and endless questions aimed at sucking ideas out of me while destroying my everything--and now my income my survivability as the usual applause is resounding coming from the audience of their "peers" who are the billionaires--so determined that women like me should never, ever ever have a chance to prove that they are not the superior by birthright that I had won and won and won competitions and they are so incensed that I was also very beautiful, my body very beautiful, they had to poison and rape and mutilate me non stop and they are still doing it--so they rush to inflict more and more and more and more upon me if I am so drugged, under so much stress, for hours per day they rush to destroy my life.
Under so much strain I could not function to really protect myself against the Social security inquisition I just faced. So many hours per day of one dirty sleazy group coming to yell with death threats, cutting information off attacking me blocking my internet making it impossible for me to access information blocking my ability to communicate blocking responses blocking access to viable technology
and thusly, this post will go as all the other posts have gone--to nothing, the endless silence and the nasty creep who is just like a bot of the endless procession fo them will return. One is implementing mass wars in various countries along with his partners who are implementing financial wars with over 180 countries as of today, while the repetition bot from England is going to, after abusing me just as the Americans had done, who are now planning to kill kill masses of brown people and (of course take over the land and resources influenced completely by the Roman Empires and all the Reichs the 3rd Reich being the most pronounced as their excuse as to why they "deserve" to commit all this violence) the other is going to get more roles programming people into all kinds of violence, playing the Brando smug American style albeit he is English
and thusly, the overtake of America which I write of constantly but it's always ignored, and they are allowed to go on into infinity to the cheering applause of the people "in power" who are also playing their roles upon the stage, signifying nothing.
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