Why I almost never write about positive things I like (much less love--all of which has been killed or taken away by the 4th Reich death squad minions operating for the charity, freedom celebrity/politician benevolent despotism.///My online order I had written about yesterday arrived; one day late and items missing. What was left out were the lip balm products that I wrote of yesterday that I really anticipated to receive. Cannabis lip balm. They were taken out of the order, but still remain on the online order page. They also literally changed an order I had not delivered thru their hacking, and delivered a similar product but not what I had wanted. They still overcharged me but reduced a fraction of what they had taken out of the order Because the items were in Thai (packaging) and resembled small tubes, and I was under, as always,, mind control so my brain was in a state of confusion I could barely think, and always in these settings people come up from behind me while my back is turned dealing with the "no understa English" people who distract me so the creeple coming up from behind can spray some permanent stain on my clothing, rip something with little knives on my backpack while I am stationary dealing with the "Wha....?" staring goon not "speak English" but they are HIRED with mandatory regulations to speak English anyway. I saw little tubes and thought it was weird packaging for lip balm but just handed the money, he only said "uh" and handed me about $3 change but as they over charged me but then "refunded" for omitting one item, the difference is almost negligible but still/ bad service, as they always try to put me on a very low scale of service and reliability and always on edge with surprises and lack of service constantly. Their aim is to rip me off, steal and destroy anything any sleazy dirty sick pig ape can use including my body my property and for the whore ignoramus scum of Whorewood my ideas which I have never been able to capitalize on except that I went to grad school for something like 6 years anticipating some kind of career afterwards, but of course have spent 15 years fighting to not be poisoned to death as non-stop hate and attacks are on a 24/7 schedule with filth everywhere in my body in my home onmy clothing in my food and everywhere hateful dirty sick filth creeps bomb me with their suppressed hate and filth just because, apparently society truly requires an outlet for the hierarchy and now I am it, on a huge grand scale.

Don't' know if my food has been poisoned, I ordered some energy drinks so I can handle the hours per day of abuse from the teleportation scumbag whore ape pigs from Whorewood and Congress and any and all media reps who rush to get promotions for their "liberal" commentary, because they live in fear from fascist recrimination; thanks to never revealing the actual news about this group and it's workings so they must "prove" that they truly are "good" and will not deter any of the fascist death squad activities that they also profit from--ultimately.

The hacking on the keyboard makes this nearly impossible to pound out. I can't even use the remote keyboard as the hacking blocks that function after one day of using the laptop after doing hours of restore functions (but can't ultimately clear out the system as the recovery disc was taken out of the box and the shop I bought the laptop from lied about everything. Most functions don't work at all so I can't even begin to learn any single thing about the modern era of computing..

This goes for all apps in computer shops where, because my thoughts can be "hacked" and "read" by the cochlear technology, all computers I attempt to try to use for any other skill sets are just blocked for almost literally every function.

Getting into the Big C site to see what had been altered or changed, required over 10 minutes after I returned upstairs to my filthy and stinking room.

The rapist German hate-bigot had ordered so much destruction upon my property that the floor has been partially and literally dug out from the floor boards because of this sick creep and his determination to force sex trafficking upon me with hate and dehumanization fully endorsed by the filth brigade of whorewood, all the feminists and anti-racists of all shades, skin and affiliations all fully nearly worshipping the Nazi product manufactured by nearly a computerized mind programming system of endless replication so I know his personality even though I am almost never around him, while the Americans in the programming industry are fully programmed to nearly worship what they would otherwise call trash, n-word filth if he were black or any other non-white race

and thusly that is my report.

I was able to receive items which would have been very bulky and heavy, but my drinks which I cannot lumber around with me anyway are poisoned and drugged (replaced) every time I leave so it doesn't matter anyway.

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So that is why almost my every post is about negative subjects because I wrote about one single thing I was looking forward to, receiving these cannabis lip balm items which they just took out, but kept the items as being "delivered" on the delivery page online, and sent me the wrong product of an "inferior" quality that I had ordered, the same company but of a lower standard cheaper price and just amalgamated the items into a half-reduced price.

In the daze of being confronted with people always coming up behind me while my back was turned, and my brain put into a literal non-comprehending daze, as they mix the items deliver wrong items and then can't " understan" English so while I was saying, "this is not what I had ordered " the delivery guy just stood mute not saying anything not "Understanding". Because all phone calls to this company are transferred to literal non-agents who give out wrong phone numbers lie constantly and are always lying it makes no difference if I try to phone this company at all.

The hacking has made this an endless pounding exercise in fighting the hacking blocks

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10 min later

always, after I leave this room of non-stop endless abuse and torture from technological torture weapons trained into my body to produce tears in my eyes pouring down sometimes for hours; heart palpitations sometimes to the point of near death like having a seizure; all artificially constructed. My throat constricts every time I fight to speak to anybody by phone using Skype which i blocked, hacked and functions don't work most of the time for that app so I must fight to get anything done while fighting to speak on the phone if I must shift screens other pages are hacked and slowed down and blocked, etc

but, they sprayed stinking dead meat liquid on a pillow case I use to prop my body up while I sit here with the hard poisons they have not stopped pouring into my food and injecting as deeply into my bladder as possible while in a deep, torture teleportation sleep state, in the shower, gone from this room so all food and everythingisstolen broken, etc

the tatters of the remnants of the floor covering, the 8th one I have pot on the entire floor, more has been ripped up so the floor is literally in shreds with the beautiful artistic coverings I have laid down, year after year every day slight rips and tears until there are shards and pieces literally standing up in the air from endless slices day and night

one of the coverings I made was extremely beautiful, was expensive and a literal work of art which they shred into tiny ribbons of massive shreds and then the next one they did the same and on and on

so today more of the floor has been literally gouged out behind this chair, more is ripped than before I left, the pillow I hug to keep my back propped up because I can barely move most of the time I am unable to move from pain from fractured bones and injuries and hard poisoning that this group of shit from Whorewood kept on and kept on and kept on pouring into my food while, this year again, top awards are waiting for the movie ideas they stole that I had written of years ago, when I had no idea what kind of sick shit they truly were and so many ideas that I wrote years ago on facebook, because they kept destroying my property and I had no way to retain anything I wrote so I thought my ideas would be safe on Facebook if I blocked all friends" and thusly they hacked and stole ideas and are still going to the oscars with all the promises of the Nazi Mafia for their fascist murder operation to target anyone a threat to Nazi mediocrity mainstream banality and programming

so I remain having to fight, heal and clean as usual

the next election cycle of me waiting for any decency from the United States government

years and years and years nd years of waiting of searching in absolute vain for any single politician who is not a nasty lying abuser participating in this fascist Nazi scheme, has proven futile in the years and years of search efforts and any video I watch is met usually by an immediate teleportation abuse situation by the very politicians who make all the warm claims of fighting against tyranny and Trump. Before the Trump debacle imposed upon the country, brought about by these same very politicians who have taken the places of actual opposition, ..

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1 hour later, scouring my room for an item, for me it's not a cheap priced item, which is gone. Stolen because some terrorist scum is going to use it and it has value. Cleaning up more filth that has been poured on the floor which is such a filthy mess I can't even use a broom to sweep it up any longer. It was almost pristine about 6 months ago, so daily it has been slashed into smithereens as has been ongoing for years and years at this place, and every place.

All of this fully supported by Obama and Trump and their respective trains of followers. There is little difference except in the outspoken bigotry of Trump as opposed to the very careful rhetoric of political correctness that Obama is so famous for in all his many speeches.

As I have been writing for years, I never for once single second believed a single word that Obama ever presented or spoke and my assumption was so far over-estimating the depth of the depravity and racist antisemitism and hate of Obama and his absolute thrill in being welcomed into white bigot Nazi culture as a fake oppositional power.

He put this German dirty sick sleazy filthbag into a rape and torture situation upon me after I had expressed, after more than 15 years of Obama trump obama trump biden harris et al having me beaten raped as their filthy shithole whore celebrity "friends" Have been poisnoing and torturing me to death in an agonizing horrific way and using my ideas every  year to be put into oscar positions, with their dirty nazi friends and black nazis and it's just an endless sickness

so, more things have been stolen from me and more damage to the chair I must sit on all day in sickness

fighting to stop the smearing of damaging chemicals on my arms and hands which is still ongoing every night as the mechanical arms are getting around and slashing into layers of materials I put on, gloves and rubber bands and double-socks I have to sew together which are ripped torn slashed and the mechanical arms are something like fluid polymer tubes which get through and around the long sleeves and etc I must wear to fight to not have destroyed skin--mmy hands are huge from poisons lathered on my skin every single night-huge red welts from knives being inserted under cuticles and under nails to wedge them off the nail bed. No matter how many layers I wear I can't stop this attack on my body and most of my body remains vulnerable to endless injections of silicone under my skin so I have disgusting huge deforming hideous round bulges under my skin which appear like disgusting cysts which I must have surgically removed.

Because the pig ape shit are having any cut and abrasion plastered with permanent scarring chemicals I can't even afford to go to a doctor but nevertheless they would be injecting any scar with damaging and permanent scarring chemicals while smearing toxins and fungus into the wound. It is not a theoretical assumption it is a guarantee as I know what shit they are.

The pig ape shit from Whorewood have been feeding off torture for over 15 years as the fucking crap from the government and Whorewood and MSNBC continue to hack their fucking bullshit crap onto my youtube page after threatening my life complimenting the filth stupid ape whores who have stolen my ideas, calling me stupid a bitch an ugly nothing a prostitute and repeating it asking me for ideas calling the ideas stupid stealing the ideas making huge profit off the ideas as more and more politicians rush to join in. 

All "fighting" against some enemy from within all accepting huge amounts of money from foreign actual enemies who hand them mansions in France and Germany for helping to program America into fascist Nazism with "elitism" as the main purpose--it is called "Haute" by the pig apes who feed off the trough of violence and torture, told and paid to promote violence and stupidity as being the entitlement of elite culture and aristocracy.

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As I wrote above, while I was being ripped off and lied to by the (actually friendly) delivery person (not the creep who delivered the last time, this is my second delivery from Big C and the first time was equally bs but not as bad as #2)

and as I was slowly pulling the huge items (heavy, which is the point of ordering so I can try to not destroy my body by trying to lug all this heavy stuff around on motorbike with my body so destroyed by this filth group of shit you all keep protecting as the usher in fascist Nazi dicatorship)

but right behind me, as usual they spring up from behind. I had looked and saw NO ONE at the double glass doors as I used the electronic key card to open the doors and because I was walking backward to pull two large carts (one was my entire backpack and bags of shoes and other heavy items which will be smeared with stinking filth and ripped and destroyed if I so much as leave them in my room unattended for a few minutes)

so dragging both, right behind me as I was backing out, from one minute NO ONE being in the area to someone right behind me after 30 seconds, jumping to rush to startle me from behind with a huge baby carriage blocking my path. Because I was walking backward and this creep would not wait for me to exit this small doorway before pushing that f-ing baby carriage right in front of me before I had a chance to get the carts of my stuff out of the doorway

this is the endless doorway (black magick) portal attack scenario from around every corner and in every entrance and exit is someone literally rushing to walk into me slowing down as I approach to block my path and walking into me so I must maneuver to not touch them or have them brush against me

not wanting any contact any my brain put as always into a zombie state of incomprehensibility and even worse, mute silence while under attack I can only silently try to not be touched or be near these filthy creeps who always block my path in any tight area. 

The baby carriage is part of the shit contract that after years and more like decades of attempted murder mutilation stealing everything they can raping abusing insulting and destroying with hundreds of thousands of sick fucks attacking me as well for them, the entire top level of Congress fully abusing me for fighting in my defense with death threats (Pig-lousy) and abuse (AOC, Raskin extremely violent vile and abusive but laughing about it as well with Kinzinger) and many many others, all abusive all sneering in contempt at me writing about how sick this entire group is, all being endlessly awarded by all top awards circuits and applauded by Whorewood endlessly as more shit and filth from Whorewood come weekly to join in.

This dirty German sick ugly dirty fuck was part of a tv series about the holocaust and I didn't watch it to see him at all

and for that, it's been rape violence abuse death threats sickness poisoning mutilation destruction and theft with this filthy vile piece of scum hugged patted on the back by dirty Obama and Harris and all of the filth from Whorewood who are so thrilled that any kind of the most vile abuse heaped upon me is great when a white German piece of shit trash whore is doing it--it's okay but not as great if an English or French is doing it. It is only okay for blacks to do it verbally and fully cheer it on (the "radical" Cornell West is one of the most abusive and nasty but Farrakhan, to no one's surprise I suggest is not far behind and then there is Whoopie and then Candice Owens who swears she is not a byproduct of racism and champions herself for her 'independent" frame of mind, very violent and nasty towards me and sick and stupid but awarded for it by the whites who depend on this behavior--the more "liberal" they are the more they depend on these types of minorities to help them to install fascist white supremacy in the "liberal" quotidian of the Matrix of the 4th Reich.

So I am sick from the endless hate heaped upon me for fighting in my defense and listening endlessly to the comfortable scumbag shit who have watched this happen to me for all these years as I wrote for years about how fascism and Nazism was rising--under Obama but more fully open under his predecessor who was just riding the wave that black Nazis helped to build in momentum.