The Sound of Silence is not "keeping my mouth shut": Awaiting the outcome of the Sword of Damocles hovering, being severed, or staying as a general fixture. It proclaimed with a sadistic grin the old admonishment of the underworld to "keep your mouth shut" but it's mouth has no comprehension of the drugging they are inducing to get me to react to truth serum, combined with non-stop torture and threats and assaults on every orifice every moment every personal moment every thing I have done or worked for destroyed or stolen--constantly going on and on. Drugging makes keeping one's mouth shut impossible because they drug me to get me to react with "truth serum" honesty so they can steal ideas. They are not capable of understanding the system they are utilizing and even if they did, and they do, they do not care it's even more torture and abuse to try to drug someone to not have any barriers to instant repetition of phrases inserted subliminally, and whatever else is being done to force endless reactions out of me. The cruelty and sickness is endless from these people who are, themselves, absolutely controlled by others and thus all they speak has been manufactured and processed.//The sound of silence is not keeping one's mouth shut it's just the deafening crushing of free-thinking and independence of creativity and attainment of individuality, that is what they want to crush.//Otherwise, they forced an appointment on me while I was drugged and unable to get out of the mind trap and this could cost me literally everything and my life, this appointment for Social Security which has never forced this upon me. I face all kinds of probing questions and I have had to deal with saving my life from death squads and lack of health care and endless torture and violence from the American death squads endlessly attacking me (and now everywhere else as well). They put a notice on my personal account that I must use a different system; they blocked access to that system. They put me through a mind control labyrinth of perpetual lies in order to get me to phone the "local" office which made menacing insinuations and then demanded a phone interview. Now I have to wait to see if they are going to stop my life-support and force me to flee to America where I cannot live, which is a death for me, and I will not be able to access

 ANY HEALTH CARE I need. I have been able to finally pay for some small herbal supplements due to the Biden increases but now I face a serious deadly situation if they cut off my money. I am not supposed to live anywhere but in a death zone, according to Social Security. They put me in deadly accidents back in San  Francisco and it was a terrorist attack upon my body while I was sleeping and not due to the "accident" they also forced upon me. Ever since then I have ran from place-to-place being attacked and poisoned and assaulted and much worse and finally I can afford to pay for some herbal healing supplements and have spent years just trying to make some kind of life. 

Because this hate group which has been torturing me non-stop for their profit has not stopped with non-stop abuse, and the members now facing me have been literally poisoning and torturing me to death for years and have laughed and obtained endless businesses and profit and Oscars and I sit here fighting to get them off of me get them off of me.

I write just to stop their mafia murder global attack system to generate a single remedy from this targeting and to write honestly about what they are doing, which has generated almost nothing but a line-up of more and more celebrities and politicians dying to get these free deals which are so easily handed out for viciously attacking me as long as possible, as viciously as possible, and they get free everything handed to them and they clutch on for as long as possible. No entity will get this mafia group from NYC and Italy off me. THey are apparently indispensable to the highest-ranking of all legal offices and have more sway than most politicians and are indelibly linked to every top politician and they are all operating for their hegemony on a mutual partnership.

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The mafia theme of "keep your mouth shut' which is this rude statement repeated like a mantra is now being forced on me with threat of a slow horrible death at this point upon me if my money is cut off during this phone interview with Social Security. This group--the entire entity of it--has ensured I can't get proper Social Security I am stuck with SSI. I can't do more than suffer with sub-sub-poverty income and a disregard for my life a lack of health care that is worthwhile and being discriminated against in everything from health care clinics to everything else and being stalked while being poisoned to death with internal suffocating poisons that are rancid and putrid.

Teleported to a smug and laughing mafia personality who has obtained access to government offices to literally have me discriminated against which could potentially kill me if they cut off my money.

I am disabled, and Social Security has my records on file. I should not need any reviews but SSI has these reviews for people on Welfare or child supplements or whatever they are labeled now by the agency. I have never had any single "review" (one time 20 years ago) but since, nothing has ever bothered me until Trump and it's been endless "reviews" which came in the form of letters addressed to my mailbox, which had no post office stamps, many of them, demanding every year a review of my health care situation. I filled out the forms, they told me to come into the office, I had to fight not to lose my life that I built for years to fight to get out of the United States in order to not be tortured and poisoned to death lacking all and every real health care modality. I was offered ibuprofin, by doctors and that was all they gave me no therapy no physical therapy just some aspirin and I was sent off after grungy and ugly nasty health care clinics which put scars on my arms by taking blood samples and being abused by staff and people in these nasty dirty health care clinics for Medicaid.

Now, after the expletives from H-wood have stolen ideas from me, as I have been so drugged, so sick, so bloated, so paralyzed, my vertebrae fractured by terrorists inflicting this violence upon me usually when I tried to get away from date-rape drug men who clung onto obtaining endless promotions by abusing me. 

and now after over how many years of the Brooklyn Mafia which my family (only met them one time) in Miami having initiated a stalking contact of me with some of their members when I was looking for a job on South Beach--and have been beaten poisoned the poison pounded into my body by huge Italian rapist and tortured handed over to violent rapists in H-wood beaten passed around by teleportation to be raped my ideas stolen constantly abused every day and night--with truth serum drugging every day to get me to write so more ideas can be stolen, as happens literally every single day.

Now the endless cliche "Mafia" warning of "keep your mouth shut" is thrown at me along with everything else. Perhaps if they would stop drugging me and torturing me every moment possible to get every free deal, every day possible so I could just not be drugged and unable to stop reacting perhaps I could "keep my mouth shut".

If only politicians would come to enforce the law instead of seeing what deals they can also jointly profit off with the Mafia and Nazis, it would also help me to "keep my mouth shut' if only they would stop drugging me with CIA truth serum drugs that are being handed out to many other groups with their own nefarious agendas for exploiting and destroying other lives.

And because they have kept doing this same torture and drugging technique literally every day for over 14 years, I now have years and years of writing posts which are met with torture and then the ideas are stolen.

Perhaps if they would stop doing this but it's impossible for me to stop when they are drugging and torturing me with mind control trauma-based abuse and mind control truth serum drugs and everything else that is non-stop.

So I now have to deal with this phone interview they could demand everything they could prod into how I survive and everything else. 

I am DISABLED there is a medical record of the chronic and permanent disability, which Social Security adhered to for over 20 years until Trump came to abuse me without end. Sadistically they laugh as they drug and torture me with this truth serum and abuse and laugh as I can't control my rage reactions. They continue and then torture me for not being able to control the rage from them poisoning and abusing and raping me non-stop with teleportation and drugging every single day for years and years and years and years.

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They--the terrorist 4th Reich--forced an "accident" on me while I was running to work in SF one sunny day. It's a long story, I have written of it many times in the past. They forced my body to literally extend my legs while running, as they can manipulate about everything possible in my brain and body at this point, almost. Certainly they can kill me with this tech in a myriad of ways just using the tech alone.

I fell on hard concrete, as I was inspired by a total stranger to "have a race" while I was jogging slightly to work because my bus had been late and it was almost 9 am. I was drugged and the mind control took over, I began to sprint and I saw my legs literally pop up at a 90-degree angle in front of my face. I was sort of fine afterwards but the next day the terrorists had fractured a vertebrae. There was no pain after the accident, I worked a full 8-hour day. But while in deep sleep, just as the terror group does now, they fractured my body and I felt nothing. They violently insert metal objects NOW under my fingernails and I wake up in pain but it becomes more noticable a few hours later after the novacain or pain medicine wears off. But they had literallly fractured part of my spine. They had inserted a metal rod into a spinal fusion due to the "scoliosis" (idiopathic, a diagnosis of "Unknown origin" for any pathology) but the "scoliosis" I now know was due to the poisons pulling on my spine in literally every direction. I still have this poison embedded along my spine as it's been continuously poured into my food and injected into my body non-stop for decades. They add hardening agents to make me paralyzed, as well the poison can be added but just an "adhesive" so the body is still seemingly "flexible" to some limited degree--but the poisons push the muscle tissue up and cellulite adipose tissue as well and seeps into the deepest parts of all bones and viscerae.

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They then denied me health care after they had made this metal rod come loose; I suspect the doctor who put it in used a very easily dislodged hook so that upon any attack the "expert" would know how to unhook the rod.

I spent 2 more years with the rod coming out of my body, literally almost emerging from my spine it was completely loose.

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That was just the beginning. And years later, after being attacked in Miami Beach by the SAME PEOPLE now attacking me, from 1997 to now, I had to apply for Disability because I could no longer function. I had, by that time, had three total spinal surgeries. 

the poisoning went on without any pause by this organization. The contrived "accidents" became deadly and they put my hips out of alignment after one such "accident" and my spine and body are now in total twisted disarray. The terrorists you all worship as your celebrity and mafia continue to abuse me non-stop and would not stop the poisoning. Oscars and Golden Globes handed out to them like drugs to addicts, for years. Every year around award ceremony time it is a non-stop vicious torture revolving door of celebrities who are nearly killing me every day and all had me poisoned and then laughed about my body which has been huge and deformed for decades due to this poisoning, plus multiple fractures now my toe broken my hips put out of alignment every night while being raped--just a few years ago.

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And now, I have to deal with Social Security which, because I was attacked in the first scenario above just FOUR MONTHS after having graduated from college, moving to SF from MPLS I had to use temp agencies. I had not put nearly enough of my tax into the Social Security Fund. So now I am on Supplemental Disability along with unemployed because of this window of having to pay into the fund in order to be eligible for actual Social Security Disability Benefits. I am stuck wiith sub-sub-poverty and no matter what COLA  adjustments are made, the inflation just keeps growing year-by-year. You can see all the homeless you all ignore and hate and wish were just gone, and this is how America treats many of it's citizens. It's a death policy a genocide policy.

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I can't describe what it took for me to barely survive and get out of the U S. Even here in Thailand due to AMERICANS out of H-wood and that other celebrity citadel on the "hill" ---I have had to continue to fight death squads and poisoning without end. Because of this teleportation they kept me in the same status of not being able to obtain health care and being tortured every single moment every single place every single country every single day and night.

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Drugging me with mind control so badly, last night I was so exhausted shitting out old poison and just not thinking clearly I made the deadly mistake of not being wary enough and phoning this office. Instantly they set-up a "we will cut your money off" rant at me, nasty and lying constantly about every question I asked and smirking smug about it. Telling me to have a nice day afterwards with calmness.

I told them that as well.

You are not "supposed" to leave the country if you are on SSI disability and make regular check-ups to the agency if you are on unemployment or other basic "welfare" funding. They want to cut you off asap. But on disability, with all the medical records that I know had been in my file, including a mental illness diagnosis (or similar) although no doctor had ever told me this, they told me I was "normal" and that I should just read books on abusive relationships and study psychology on my spare time. They were friendly I answerd normally. These statements were added by terrorist operatives after the initial diagnosis was input by the analyst. They didn't literally claim I was "mentally ill" but that I had some kind of anti-social type of personality disorder or something like that. I had only explained my family and their attacks upon me in calm and reasonable tones after I was asked about my relationship status. There had been nothing amiss in my answers or reactions or statements. As my family are full participants in this torture situation, like all the terrorists they must be protected from scrutiny so all the 'blame" went on me--written after the analysis I believe by a terrorist agent.

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I saw my medical records, the X-rays showing chronic spinal fracture in multiple places and the X-rays could not show the poison structure and the doctors refused to give me an MMR or CAT scan which may have revealed the poison hardened along my spine. I had an appointment and it was cancelled by the team which I had to see on the day of the appointment which was different from the person who gave me the prescription and appointment.

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This group now attacking me followed me to many countries with all this tech and terror connection between international groups. While I was studying for a Masters Degree in Criminal Justice from an online program from a Florida University in the system, they poisoned me so badly I had to run to where I am now to get massages to break up the layers of hard poisoning. Ten years later they had not stopped the murder poisoning and raping the poison as deeply into my body with torture for not saying "yes" to the Italian and English expletives who were taking turns torturing me with murderous sexual violence which was a huge turn-on for them. They were handed everything, a huge nightclub in Miami called The Wall, to which the same terrorists sitting in the rows of chairs now are still profiting off and were involved in--the "Mafia" but out of Brooklyn and Italy (Milan & etc).

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And now they literally drugged and tortured me and I made this lethal mistake of phoning the Miami Beach Social Security branch which I knew to never do and they instantly changed the subject, lied constantly to me about the question I had originally phoned about, after I was shunted back and forth with so many conflicting answers by agents from the same agency. On my online personal information page is a warning that the system I used to log-in was being transitioned to a different system. I was blocked from entering and was lied to constantly by all agents I phoned for another 90 minutes --last night and morning EST time. I was told that my access would be shut off eventually and the only and one option I had was to phone the local branch. I did so and instantly it was a very multi-pronged attack. They attacked my heart so it was palpitating--literally from a remote attack. They began to insinuate they would cut off my money. I had to have a phone appointment. That there are holes in my personal file that need to be answered. I have never been forced into a phone appointment because I am Disabled and it's marked as being chronic and permanent with the medical files, this guy on the phone (Sanchez his name was) told me they had no medical files on record or he could not find them. 

Now I must wait for more than 2 weeks to be phoned by this office which was nasty on the phone under order by the 4th Reich.

All my efforts to be financially stable have been met by attacks, poisoning and torture so I was stuck bedridden and dying with no health care. I can only barely afford now a few healing herbs from a cheap online source. the cost of living is so far beyond death for me--I am forced to try to survive on $933 per month ( after the 8% adjustment last year by Biden) and the cost has just skyrocketed here in Thailand. I can still barely afford to eat, not really, and fight to scrape to buy healing herbs and I can't afford anything else here in Thailand. Going to America is death for me. I need people to intervene and stop this terrorism from Social Security under the mafia and the other politicians who have organized this (out of Florida--guess who?)

I am not supposed to leave the country but people who are disabled on Social Security can live outside of the country. The only difference is that I was made disabled 4 months after graduating and while working I was struck down into absolute near-death deformation of my spine which they have attacked non-stop for most of my life to paralyze me. I used to be a top athlete and competitive swimmer winning many competitions so they poisoned me to slow me down. They have not stopped to the point of my body being HUGE and bulbous and paralyzed--just until a few weeks ago. 

Now they are tryin to take what tiny bit i have left away from me.

I have no rental lease I cannot explain most of the financial questions I can't show a lease agreement and they SHOULD have my medical records on file. THey could ask me for a lease they could ask me to come in-person they could ask me to redo the medical analysis.

It would be death for me just because I can't control reacting to rape beatings torture poisoning mutilation on a non-stop 30 year basis from this mafia group and their Euro-Nazi partners--along with politicians.

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They could demand bank records, they could demand the rental agreement that I don't have. The bank records could show transfers and connection to Thailand. They could demand medical appointments i can't make because I am in THAILAND  because that great system Social Security has kept me in such poverty and the united states has made living so unbearable in income demand that I will die there and people are so viciously nazi and mafia that it's certain death. 

The culture of America is now such an ugly and hateful violent murder situation for me. The stalking and the mentality of these "elite" people has trickled down to murder in the streets, insurrections, and just disaster. I would be able to maybe afford to pay for some studio so I could try to not be gauged raped mutilated and poisoned to death in any communal situation, which 100% WOULD happen in every rental situation I have ever encountered it has been near-death by "roommates" but in particular the nazi subculture and hate groups and mafia have just run rampant and are now open. In the "elite" circles they appear to be handing out these contracts without end partnering with REAL Nazis from Euro-land.

Their mentors and benefactors. No longer are they "not classy" Americans now they are "elite" shopping in Paris and living in mansions along the Cote d-Azure. 

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They have made millions out of stealing my ideas and laugh as they call me "loser" as I fight for human rights and for my right to not be destroyed and all I have spent years to fight to eek out destroyed and taken away. All I have now I have spent subpoverty to accumulate to have a little bit. They are trying to take all away from me until I am completely destroyed financially they threaten homelessness (Senators) and death (celebrities and mafia) and concentration camps (Euros and the American celebrities who are most fond of living in France , England or Germany or their satellite or Commonwealth vassals). 

The injustice is just non-stop and the mirth and glee is like a contagious contagion amongst the terrorists and the gang stalkers as well.

It's death. They are death. They want me broken beaten raped poisoned homeless and dying and begging for help every day because I competed, won and was beautiful and joyous in living. That is too much for the bigot Nazis and Mafia.

The other "races" join in endlessly with vicious hate at me. This is all I have ever done is just to defend myself and under NON-STOP MIND CONTROL DRUGGING I can't control the rage after 14 years of this going on with teleportation violence that is disgusting every single day and night.

The drugging makes it impossible to not react. They are constantly drugging me to obtain this reaction and after hours and hours and hours and hours of attacking me they then torture me for writing out the poisoning and stress they keep pounding into me to try to break and crush my spirit my mind my body and it's just never being stopped.

But I need to remain HERE. Do not let them ask me for my bank statements or lease. The last time Trump inflicted this on me I had to fill out paper forms that had been sent to me on non-metered envelopes (no postage or stamp or meter mark) and I had to detail my medical record and what I was doing to heal. I filled-out the form. They repeated this every few months. Now they are doing it again but on a more serious and deadly level for me reacting to yeras and years and years and years of every single day of being poisoned and torture raped beaten my cat stolen poisoned beaten abuse because the mafia is a bigot hate organization antisemitic on a genocidal bent of destroying Jews in America for the sake of more money out of the fascist Nazis out of France (the blondes in particular) and Germany and England and every single place else on this planet. The minorities especially the Jews pour into assist and sell me out and attack me.

I have no family to turn to. They have attacked me with intention of killing me as a sacrifice it is dangerous for me to have any single thing to do with them. Everyone else I have ever known has been a terrorist. 

I am a decent person and this is so unjustified and against all codes of law and cruel and unjust torture and murder.

Is there ANYBODY not so bought-out by money and prospects for a shitty tv show or movie role or documentary that actually can act on their stated convictions in front of cameras for their rallying "I'm so positive and pure" speeches?

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I ask for this situation to be not a threat to my life, as they knew it would be. They have force me to not be able to earn any money online which was my last option. The hacking is so bad and also my throat has a microchip implant and they constrict it while i am on the phone so I begin to choke and it's a horrific tightness that nothing soothes. I choke and cough and my voice and vocal cords are so squeezed together than I can barely gasp out any noise whatsoever. All while I am on the phone on the internet. They have forced me into abject poverty through nonstop attacks on my body, poisoning and gaslighting and blacklisting and rumors and people being instructed to "hate" me and as sociologists understand, once the order is given people turn gladly against an isolated and helpless target. 

The psychology of targeting works so well even if people understand the mechanism they still can't wait to join in.

I ask for some kind of decency I have been fighting to just heal and block their access to poisoning me and putting my spine out of alignment any longer. I can barely do that in this room which is sealed off but they have mechanical arms that still poison and mutilate my body every single night while I am sleeping. So I am drugged up every morning, they attack me for an average of 4-5 hours non-stop literally every second every morning. Now they are threatening my life with this attack on my finances after they have blocked every thing else. With my six years of studying for a Master's Degree, my life of moving around the world to get health care, my life of fighting to get anyone to stop them and stop this Nazi antisemitic crime against me. And I have never joined seriously any Jewish group but I am now this endless target because I don't want to be a mental slave obeying Nazis and Mafia death squad bigots as so many I have been around have done. THey were poisoned to death I believe anyway after having sold out and attacked me and allowed themselves to be drugged and poisoned believing that they were safe and on top of things. I believe this, I have seen recurring patterns so I analyze it in that light.

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Please do not let them take away the work I have done to secure my life even in this almost destroyed semblance of having a scrap of anything and security. I got almost straight A's in Grad school and all I do now is write to fight to get any one to defend me anyone to not participate now I am fighting to not be made homeless and tortured and poisoned and murdered in a homeless or impoverished state with my money cut off because I had to run out of America to save my life and America and Social Security Supplemental SSI wants you to die in the street a horrible lack of health care and homeless puddle of human misery and disease and cancer and suicide and drug addiction and etc etc.

Everyone else wants this, yearns for it they laugh about it. They are paid now more and more millions to help foment this policy with all these technologies and drugging and mind control tech toys with full permission and no one stopping them.

I ask for my life back for my years of fighting to heal and protect my body not destroyed. Not to be murdered. Please do not let them ask me for the financial records or to come in person for a medical assessment I spent over one year going to doctors in Portland for  X-rays and evaluations and a psych evaluation which someone wrote a "crazy" label on me I had very good conversations with the very friendly doctors I do believe this was from a terrorist operative who wrote this in.

I am stuck fighting now for my life and they have done this to me. I did nothing to bring this one me, including not being able to stop writing because the drugging literally makes you crazy and I need to vent to get this out. They paralyzed me so I can't go out and exercise to work the stress and drugging off. The stress is MURDER as well they want me to stifle the rage which is a form of murder but unrecognized as a "crime" but it is. They want my spirit so destroyed and my body my sexuality my hair my skin my intestines everything they have stolen my "child' my cat because I could not take being raped with poison pounded into my body every day any longer as I wrote and begged to stop for years to a succession of celebrities and mafia Nazis who are still there waiting for the contract out of me to my death.