Personal report on the vigilance required as a target. Almost devastating situation due to having taken pain-relief/muscle-relaxant Kratom--which is a wonderful pain-killer but not recommended if you are dealing with the terrorist network and highly constructed attacks on serious and deadly financial basic needs. I was "high" but not "illegally" just happy and for once, I just wanted to be carefree I was so giddy I felt less pain for a change (I just started to take Kratom and cleaning the stinking filth that is poured into my living space while I sleep every night has been too hard for me--and now I can clean a little and as usual not have energy for any single thing else--but not in abject pain and agony from the poisons I keep fighting to get out--the cost=almost was destroyed when phoning an office that was like a spider web putting me through a labyrinth into the deep cavern that I have fought scratching to get out of ever since. The malevolence of the terrorism and the people attacking me is, when I am just in my normal happy state (as I was before they began endless hate attacks, which you can see the residue of in the drugged ranting screaming hate posts i have written for so many years non-stop, due to extreme violent torture in teleportation and beyond into endless thousands of people per month assaulting me when going shopping 2-4/times per month (in a busy tourist island).

I just wanted, for once, to be light, happy and carefree. I felt it, the sun was shining the tourist season was winding down (now it's pouring, the tree outside my window broke in half from the force of the storm--I keep wondering if that force if from climate change or not--? it was very serious wind, but it removed the shirts hanging from the trees that weren't knocked down which the terrorists had put on the top of the trees just outside my window as a sign of the hate and destruction of my environment that they are always trying to make ugly and broken down and as nasty and filthy as possible.

Just for a few days I felt great that I was on top of things with this pain-killer and it's not me taking capsules or pills but just taking the natural form that is not so deadly or addictive--(the leaves, as extract) I can monitor and control and not just gulp down some derivative that could be too high in it's drug content).

So happy and the last bright rays of the end of the "high season" warm weather made me, for about 2 days, feel like nothing was wrong. I did a tarot reading and it showed a threat but I quickly pulled the cards together because this all has been threats to my life non-stop that are impossible to ignore --non-stop since 2014. Literally I have been fighting for my life to not be poisoned and abused to death non-stop every day since 2011--actually I began to realize only a fragment of what was happening to me in 2011.

For two days I was just relaxed and I phoned this office in Miami and they put a chokehold on my life which was cutting off my lifeline to existence. I remembered the years of fighting to get out of America due to the endless threat to my life and the stress of always being under deadly assault. 

I have had two single days of feeling like my "normal" self very happy and beautiful person that I am they are making every disfigurement every insult every accusation and destroying and poisoning and torturing me into rage and hate every day. 

I think they saw this, they can probably monitor my brain, and they saw that for once I was in a very good state so they created this drug-increase because probably it was the Kratom and other drugs because I completely lost my usual control when phoning this office and was put into a state of death threat palpable once more.

I can't describe how sinister this all is. Of course you all know, you all think it's great, the terrorists keep being congratulated for immaturity and sinister childhood bully behavior instead of rational decency and introspective control over the more negative aspects of the lower levels of violent assumption of power disguised through all kinds of superficial means of adornment.

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Now it's raining, and instead of celebrating I still have to worry about whether what I just did, for days in a daze of being lied to at every step, my telecommunications being blocked at every step, given wrong information at every place, every piece of technology I had to operate was hacked and blocked. Every time I got on my SKYPE to make desperate phone calls trying to sound Normal all-American not being terrorized I was disconnected by the terror network in the middle of hours of fighting to do everything and constantly the connections were also turned off.

entire webpages were hacked so I could not access the relevant vital information and had to get into chat with hacker terrorists giving me outright lies and disinformation for every single thing.

This happens non-stop with my bank PNC which I never chose but my former bank, which stopped being professional after, around 2016 was then closed due to insolvency and merging and I had to accept this other bank which constantly lies to me with every phone call I can't get a single person to give a correct answer. I saw on a hacked video on YouTube that Eric Jr. uses this same bank, PNC and praises it as a "great" bank. That this information was hacked onto my system is pretty telling of the dubious nature of the endless blocks to my life. Threats from discrimination in technological services which are now the essential component to modern life.

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I should look up how to live off-grid, is that even possible with every single bit of land being quartered into some property with such high real estate value that I have no options for anything? Any way not to be dependent on the systems that I have been forced into. To live in a happy way of my own choosing.

I was teleported once more to someone whose name was associated with another celebrity, which I saw in passing while scrolling down Huffpost this morning--I had written before that she teleported and viciously assaulted me for my private THOUGHTS about her attacks upon me (for no reason other than to get herself promoted and with hate and racism, as contrasted by her social demeanor of an activist and humanitarian)--for thinking something she didn't like, vicious yelling at me in teleportation. I yelled back. I hoped she was gone. I only saw her name as I was scrolling down, she came to attack me for having SEEN her name. She is so viciously desperate to get promotions and for more and more out of this contract out on me that like all of the expletives assaulting me, any single excuse for attacking me will suffice. It doesn't matter how stupid or sick it is, they are buried in the mire of their self-importance and elitism and that I am a "nothing" who has absolutely not one single right for any single thing and they can do any single sick and violent stupid and disgusting thing to me and if I even THINK that they are expletives these desperate for ratings more lead roles--their careers just skyrocketing for assaulting me--they go viciously on and on using any pretext.

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I would be happier, I supposed, not watching the news not watching any movies not watching anything not getting into the system but they would still teleport me with interrogations for hours to extract more ideas, as they did when they broke my laptop an every day for hours and hours and hours they would abuse me to get me to open up about ideas, my concepts, my studies and they just stole and stole and stole ideas and got promoted for making me, under truth serum and hypnosis while teleported and in theta sleep--

and I remain here with almost nothing clinging onto a tiny bit of money which they have just tried to sever from me

going into circles as every single technological avenue for any commerce or business was hacked, blocked, disrupted, turned off, endless lies and lies and lies by all who are support teams--literally being lied-to, non-stop lied to so constantly.

The new service I just paid for got a different employee who is not listed on their site to "help" me--she sent me forms which were not in the email--in other words, she wrote "here are the forms fill them out and get them notarized" but there were no forms. The forms were only 2 pages, she told me to fill out pages 1-2 and then sign on page 5. Again, she had sent no forms.

That is the new service. The old service won't even reply to my 4 emails over the past week for information. They have not scanned ONE SINGLE LETTER since January, 2024. I can't even get them now to answer the phone or reply to any questions. they were going to not answer while I needed the information they never sent so to completely destroy everything for me.  (This is/was my mail service--) the area was flooded by the way last week so that could be another reason but not answering a customer's email about what is happening is discrimination when combined with everything else they never do like the contract I paid for and they have done not one single thing, not one except answer a few questions via email to get me to pay. This happened to me when Trump took office when I had my service in Orlando. Then the same money-cutting-off threats from the agency and me scrambling and filling out forms to not have my money cut off. Now he has done it again after his trial with the guilty verdict, somehow it is me he is taking his hate out on for not succumbing to Nazis and Mafia destroying my life and using abusing raping poisoning and abusing me forever so Trump and they all can have more and more and more, including the celebrities who mutilated cut out part of my u terus broke my toe cut into my gums tried to break my teeth out made most of my hair fall out slathered horrific chemicals on my skin put fungus into my hair vagina food clothing and every day stinking goo and filth and fungus and mold are sprayed and debris and dirt and filth is put everywhere, every day, non-stop. Teleportation violence goes on without end. Because I am saying no to this system and to this group, and Trump believes as they all do that I owe them everything just because they have been put into power by those who want America destroyed, and I should just help them and to help Trump due to his crime (against me and everyone else targeted with destruction). so he has committed more serious violence against me after years of having Euro-p-a's rape and beat me and torture when I fight to get them off me, as they have me poisoned with hardening bloating poison for years and years

and I should just give everything to them like they are "superior" and my qualifications for the term "superiority" is absolutely the opposite of this.

So I had two days after a decade of just feeling free and it almost cost me my life. I truly used to live a very gloriously joyous life, every day. That was too, too much for this murder group they want endless misery and destruction and abuse.

How can I ever get away from them when every free bit of land is quartered so the greedy of this organization get to control all?

Still waiting on Mother Nature to wreak revenge, so far climate catastrophe is a serious threat to the rape culture (rape of the planet rape of any and everything destruction for their plantation luxury "Haute" lifestyles with slaves completely brainwashed and programmed to love their abuser and killer(s).