Last night another "awards" ceremony packed with the rigged "winners" of State-sponsored terrorism inflicted upon me, in this covert rape, torture, racism and sexist travesty dynasty monopoly oligarchy, et al.//The hippie who hacked her music videos onto my social media endlessly daily for circa 6 months, sporadically and almost randomly for a few years intertwined with the initial onslaught; the "flower" blonde "positivity" singer with a vocal range of about maybe one octave. I recall her hacked video onto my social media the day I wrote for the 150th time about how my precious cat-child La Moux has been stolen and she is very old and I so dearly love her as a soul mate--and the "positivity" flower rape cheerleader who hacked her videos and stories onto my every, single, day news page search (on national news outlets) and every single music video for almost two years straight on every page, for the first two years, then for the next eight years non-stop until I began writing day-after-day about this. Now a national sensation and coveted and never questioned. Won, the rigged 4th Reich poop-music genre category for best rape cheerleader blonde bigot Nazi pretending to be a nice and cuddly Democrat--but she posted videos about her cat and has used her cat as some national "cute" attention-getting prop--and when I wrote bewailing that my soul mate cat has been stolen by the rapacious evil and sleazy sick white trash contingent of her Whorewood domain, she responded by hacking videos about her cats at home waiting for her, and this was not random algorithm from that hateful and vile sleaze--but "winning" all the rigged 4th Reich contests and political endorsements ever since, and I would believe at least 80% of the current Republican conspiracy theories about the political machinations intertwined with this football goon sports thing--just another mechanism constructed for a political regime endorsement in collusion with brain-mapping mind control Whorewood./ Then there is the metal band who likewise hacked their songs about fighting "master" controllers killing the helpless fighting for the State under control--fully supporting State sponsored terrorism and getting their crusty image re-invented and then awarded. Then there's the black Nazi who is bemoaning that his partner Nazi genocidal antisemitic wife did not "win" as usual but received so many "awards" (top prize goes to the blonde Nazi and not to Black Nazis, even if you believe you have been fully accepted oh dumb scum minion but paid in billions and billions of dollars and awards for your stunt of making outright Nazi concentration camp remarks in front of a German who had raped me while I was fighting to get him off me. Oh dumb scum, you will never win when blonde Nazi bigot is vying for top position and has also proven her Nazi affiliation because it's only intended for "THEM" and you are a dumb scum prop used and then given 2nd place by rote.//The list is longer but you can get the idea. Each and every one has the typical 4th Reich "fighting against/for" some issue and politically-charged "freedom" exploit sexploitation "cause". Absolutely sleazy, fake, lying sleazy ignorant and grasping. Oh, I forgot to mention the endlessly awarded black "lesbian" who stole Ideas I had written on Facebook (years ago, maybe 8 years ago) and turned them into her dance/music and short flick presentation of her, as a black feminist lesbian, fighting a techno-terror dictatorship, exactly almost verbatim stealing my ideas. Has not stopped being awarded, invites to the Met Gala, Oscar nominations now a Grammy. The list goes on and on, just from this one awards season for this one year. And every award for every category for film, music and fortunately I don't know about theater because I am so out of the loop of information and fixated mostly on the celluloid aspect of this terror situation. I thought I would add this today. WHERE WILL IT END? HOW WILL THIS SICK CONTRACT OUT ON ME EVER END WHEN WILL IT EVER BE STOPPED? I can't even listen to most of the music being awarded I consider it and most of the performers just sleazy and uninteresting and I thought that long before I realized what plight I have been forced into. //The situation of putting corrupt creeps into lead awards categories and positions in all aspects of society has proven to not bring much success to society, but it does still generate a lot of money and cheers from the people who can't wait for a dictatorship on day #1, No contestants any longer and nocontest

**hacking has made it impossible to get anything more done than a few sentences and barely managing to download and paste this video. It took over 5 minutes to try to get the video to just come up so I could click on "download". The freezing of the system is non-stop. I didn't bother to write the title or credits for the vid which I normally do--just copied and tried to paste the lyrics, which also took a  lot of time.

Joy Division

Day of the Lords (lyrics)

 "Day Of The Lords"

This is the room, the start of it all,
No portrait so fine, only sheets on the wall,
I've seen the nights, filled with bloodsport and pain,
And the bodies obtained, the bodies obtained.

Where will it end? Where will it end?
Where will it end? Where will it end?

These are your friends from childhood, through youth,
Who goaded you on, demanded more proof,
Withdrawal pain is hard, it can do you right in,
So distorted and thin, distorted and thin.

Where will it end? Where will it end?
Where will it end? Where will it end?

This is the car at the edge of the road,
There's nothing disturbed, all the windows are closed,
I guess you were right, when we talked in the heat,
There's no room for the weak, no room for the weak.

Where will it end? Where will it end?
Where will it end? Where will it end?

This is the room, the start of it all,
Through childhood, through youth, I remember it all,
Oh, I've seen the nights filled with bloodsport and pain,
And the bodies obtained, the bodies obtained, the bodies obtained.

Where will it end? Where will it end?
Where will it end? Where will it end?