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"DAZED" (magazine) by the torture, gang stalker satanic terrorists all compiled in an "arts & culture" magazine as if they are original and profound. All have tortured me for years, (or months for one of them but he caused the physical disability through his terror network and also had me killed when I just tried to get his parasite leech apparatus off me. I have never heard of this magazine but I was curious about finding any information about a man who was extremely verbosity wild a poet and writer artist and extremely violent sadistic (murderer but not convicted due to lack of evidence): his exhibition literally on Satanic sacrificial art objects, something akin to Voodo ritualistic art and thin references to Orcs and gaming--as a substitute for his real endeavors. //I had not heard of the magazine but the reviews were made to appear as if this were some profoundly original work. The ritualistic objects he carved and used multiple materials combined in something that is morbid, death and sacrificial, each object is something that the devouring evil character in Silence of the Lambs might have created if he had been given an art space.//I then clicked on the main page of the magazine and scrolled down, saw mainstream media stuff turned into "alternative" and then within 2 minutes (also taking into consideration the 1 minute I scrolled down and read his usual scatological-verbal style of writing using extremely clever word usage combined in almost archaic language, extremely powerful but really almost arcane in style, very ritualistic very secret society referencing.//There was dirty filthalina and pig ape pitt's movies next to one another upcoming for the next year of Oscar wins for having nearly killed me with poisoning and non-stop torture, which continues non-stop every single day they feed off it as the satanic ritualistic Nazi Mafia darlings of the same glorified repetition humdrum glossy manufactured as being original. the movie shitalina has come out with, with her stating that she is "authentic" with her emotions--the most lying sleazy dirty ignorant piece of filth possible but having sucked ideas out of me and generating energy out of torture and hormonal highs for over 15 years literally day after stinking day after night after day, literally every day without end dirty filthalina is there to push another white trash Nazi rapist and abuser to slap beat stick his filth penis in my mouth as she is glorified for having stolen my ideas, which she is then transmitted as being profoundly original and creative (NOT really) my energy my concepts she has tortured out of me for years. The other artist that I first clicked on also shared artistic concepts with me, but really was interested in the contract to further his "art" career. The best he has done is a satanic sacrificial ritualistic display cloaked in "Orc" gaming style. The other mention of him on an AI search engine if of his homicide arrest in San Francisco but the charges were dropped (the 4th Reich got him off, and there probably was no drug test forensic examination and I can assure you h e had ample supply of mind control rape drugs and made sure to "feed" me at his new loft, which he obtained in Candlestick Park almost immediately after using mind control date rape on me--I thought I was " in love" as they force this artificial emotion on me. |And the spawn of Depp was featured as a "fashion" icon and the fashion was her midriff in open display and otherwise a throwback flashback to the 90's and 80's of leather black jacket but with a white little expensive hand purse and that is the "fashion" this seeming "alternative" art culture is displaying--the people who have been the most deadly lethal abusive and sinister towards me all featured literally with every click I made to try to peruse to see if I could learn anything if there was anything eve presented in any forum that isn't Whorewood bullshit demonic mediocrities glorified and shitalina endlessly glorified for my ideas which she has tortrured poisoned rugged and was murdering me to keep me stuck with nowhere to go paralyzed (I still am, stuck in a tiny filthy destroyed room while this mediocrity has been showered for the emotions the depth the ideas she has tortured otu of me for over 15 non-stop energy sucking old-age making hell years of that ugly sinister stupid ape whore feeding off my life and trying to MURDER ME. They have all done this, all are glorified endlessly. I search and search and search for any subculture magazine to actually get away from the shit that they are endlessly promoted in even "alternative" magazines because they have used MY ENERGY MY IDEAS AND before they latched onto sucking ideas out of me they were just mainstream sexualized objects known for selling body image and nothing more. 15 years of asking me for ideas and then stealing them while poisoning me to death with horrific, sinister poisons and still they are laughing about it. They are such evil dirty shit filth and mediocrities they can't stop for a single moment in attacking me to get more promotions and more ideas and more of my life destroyed so they can profit off it and use my ideas they are asking for every single day to use as their own concepts. The energy they have obtained just from the daily torture has fueled their original energy manifestations of profound ideas which this mediocre sleazy lying ugly sinister creep claims that she has "authenticity of emotion" in the interview, when it is ME who is authentic and because I am authentic and don't like endlessly as they do, they torture me for being so. I can't tell shit that it is gold or great, and they do not deserve to endlessly suck my life out of me and desroy me for their filthy endless promotions out of this ocntract.

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Homicide mugshot, San Francisco Police Department 2015. Victim was female, discovered after the accused (then released) claimed they fell asleep in the theater he had bought. She came from the town I grew-up in, Champaign, Illinois. Was a graduate. Somehow the relation of the physical violence and rape he inflicted upon me after I tried to get away was a precursor to (un)intentional murder by drugging. Assuming that the doses he had inflicted upon me would not kill her, but I had been poisoned all my life and had tolerance. She was his business partner, he had a hate for women competing against him. He would also ask me for ideas and then throw things if I disagreed with  his "genius" statements and made my own. His sacrificial art display, the one-and-only I could find online (through an AI search, Google has nothing) and here he is glowering with menacing murder at the police taking his photo. This is the face of ugly satanic shitalina and to a lessor but still equal state ...
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Brain Implant sensations imagined or otherwise (what is that tiny scar on my skull?) & Detox account: not for the timid reader discretion advised //BUTT..scatologists will love this

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"Forgotten Company That Built Silicon Valley--TRANSFORMED--Fairchild". The Marquis de Sade would be titillated if I had taken photos for all the years of detoxifying the stinking black masses of poisons forced upon me by the death squad terrorists. I contemplated, before my camera(s) for all phones were broken before using them--they worked when I bought them, but I believe remote hacking has put the same problem on all  including my laptop cam. It is shaky and blurry no matter what I do, every camera. Despite all this, the detox I thought I should document but decided it would be embarrassing to do so. It would be proof about the covert murder attempts but without actually having any samples, also I contemplated trying to preserve a sample but realizing that all is stolen all is tainted and it would be discrediting for me to make a photo journal of detox poison (all brown black goo in a toilet bowl) day after day. The poisoning never stopped. Today I eliminated the remnants ...
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In the not-too distant future Whorewood Califonication will be under a full state of Martial Law & I AM THE GOD OF HELLFIRE FIGHT THE POWER PUBLIC ENEMY: The "tragedy" of people's homes being looted in an emergency situation, the police chief bemoaned into a microphone for cameras. However, the homeless are looted by the City of Los Angeles on a regular basis; all their shoddy belongings are thrown, unceremoniously, in huge dumpsters because they have lost everything in the fires of American "winner take all" society. The "losers" should just die someplace else, unceremoniously, without complaint so the 4th Reich criminal global society admonishes when called to equate their hypocrisy to the actual reality of their actions (always lies and denials of veritas and truth.//

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MARTIAL LAW DEAD KENNEDYS MESSAGE FROM THE WHOREWOOD PRESIDENT  DONALD TRUMP LTD GMBH DECLARES MARTIAL LAW IN W HOREWOOD and THEN THE REST OF THE WORLD I AM THE GOD OF HELLFIRE AND I BRING YOU WHAT YE HAVE WROGHT A REPUBLIC FORLORN AND LOST A DEMON'S LAYGROUND FOR YOUR BOSS COUCH CASTING IN WHOREWOOD OLD LORD OF THE FLIES HASA WROUGHT A DEPOSITORY OF DECEPTION AND LIES IT BURNS NOW IT DIES BUT LIKE VERMIN THAT DEATH ONLY FLIES IT RETURNS TO NEST AGAIN TO BE REBORN INTO THE SAME OLD SIN? THE PHILOSPHY OF FIRE IS YOUR TO DECIDE DO YOU REBUILD THE SAME SELFISH HATE EMPIRE WHICH BROUGHT ALL THE APE WHORES OF PIGWOOD WORMWOOD WROUGHT GRASPING GREED CLUTCHING AT RAPING ALL THEY CAN FEED OFF LAUGHING LIKE DRUNKEN FLIES AT THEIR FILTH DO YOU REALLY WANT THIS TO RETURN WHY NOT GIVE SOME OTHER LIFE-SUSTAINING PHILOSOPHY AND GROUP A CHANCE TO CREATE A LIFE-SUSTAINING TROUP? let this be the end of their disease upon the United States and the world if anyone be religious let this be a sign of t...
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My hope for trying to change this infinity hate system which has become the dominant paradigm (of this century emerging like a rocket in your pocket): all the expletives are being championed for the (mis) use of technology to revert society to a most brutal form of tyrannical "benevolent" despotism. AT this point it appears "benevolent" because the terrorist petty (sleazy sick empty meaningless) tyrants of the excess of the deregulation of all real principle in society degenerating into absolute violent usurpation of graft and theft of the wealth of the nation to enrich the few. This sounds so progressive but it has many names and titles. This system you all are a part of at this point in history. The expletives are being championed, they sucked my life force out so their empty sexual-based gyrating mainstream selling of sexualization of culture into submersion into the impending 4th Reich State--now my ideas, from my background of literature from an Ivy-league family from my own searchings, readings and experiences. They have literally used a torture sucking of meaning and soul and spirit out of me, literally leeching off my life force to exhibit the power that I have as they are trying to break, crush and torture me into being so submerged in the wallowing of hopelessness of my own aspirations to aspire. //And thusly, fighting for much longer than the 15 years of this vile Whorewood leech prostitution rape system exalted by those who are consigned to protect the country not empower the vicious, grasping and criminal feeding off the millions as has been the power structure long sought-for by those who abhor the chance for the previously oppressed to have a "dream" that is not caked with more candy-coated oppression poison and suppression of the actual joyful spirit that resides within that is quelled and crushed by the conformity to authority that is imposed. The "minorities" are subjected to non-stop oppression, and my family comes from that background although they have striven to rise out of that "class" by pushing me forward as their "ticket to ride". //My fight, to which I now am reclaiming from Hitlers' Mein Kampf, which many scoff at in derision, is to write and expose the reality of the downfall of America through this system which truly is bringing much of the country "to it's knees" in desperation and chaos. Although you now applaud the very perpetrators of the traitorous rise of Totalitarian violent murderous overtake of the country by those who want to envelope the country into a dictatorship operating under the auspices of the former 3rd Reich group. Although what I write is rife with hyperbolic ranting due to unbelievable drugging, poisoning and non-stop murder torture, literally they want to abuse me to death. My hope is that by having written and having fought I can shed some "light" into the meat of the rotten carcass of this system. It relies on fresh meat as it's sustenance it must feed off innocence it must feed off life force. The expletives who have literally used this tech to feed off my energy my beauty my health are now being applauded for the ideas and energy they LITERALLY sucked out of me from this death technology. Moreso they were applauded by the governing forces needing it's fascist operatives to feed off so the empty vacuity could be re-energized into a fabricated Nazi-mannequin appearance with my depth of soul and purpose my beauty (which they want to crush abuse poison mutilate and beat into horrid deformity, which I fight against every day).

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2 hours later: discovered this Democracy Now interview, aired today, concerning the issues I write of. I read the titles that appear in the daily lists of miserable rantings. I believe almost all are rewritten to appear choppy and badly written. I know that my writing is mostly rewritten. The hacking is so awful that fighting to click on the mouse is almost another exercise for all hand strength and etc Besides viewing the rows of daily posts, and seeing that they were rewritten--- the interview is about the true danger of this upcoming Brave New Techno world of tax breaks and jobless homelessness. Robots replacing humans (no minimum wage requirements any longer) and billionaires clamoring for more tax breaks and more hegemony. The teleportation of anyone they can inflict this upon will result in families literally selling their children, people injecting others with microchips via (perhaps) Nanotechnology and people being just cruelly murdered or destroyed. Or the mediocre enhanced as...
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Screaming out into the artificial void of the synthetic reality cyber world of turned-on feeding frenzy advocates to stop the leeches stop the parasites from injecting their toxicity into me and sucking my soul love beauty health wealth and then they get "ideas" they steal from me, every day they inject their hate and toxic mental illness I am not sure if the DSM of any iteration could define just basic parasitic energy life-sucking poison filth suppressed oppressive "wanna be" nothings, empty voids. The cyber world laughs and pushes for more, they want to hear more cyber screaming from the victim (me) they/you feed vicariously on the torture you watch the videos of me physically fighting literally day after day to get the fucking parasitic sleazy sick leeches off me who you have all allowed to feed of human life in this most egregious techno-terror fashion, but alas, I am dealing with....Prozac Nation America: watching the tube of U & Getting a taste of the bitter sickness on the American reliance of chemical drugs to "heal" which appears to become an addiction necessity as people slowly decay from the chemicals and find that some other ailment requires more chemical pharmaceuticals and the body trying to adjust to chemical death finds some outlet for disease or malfunction until the boat is capsizing: a sinking ship of addiction to remedies which require more remedies because the remedies are so toxic. Toxic people and toxic shock, that is my experience with America at this point: through "random" anti-depressant ads on YouTube while not in front of the tube boob---hole. The Conclave ad features a woman spiraling into depression because she had "always been large-boned" and just was ready to die, which is the plan for anyone not slim enough if you ever want to have love ever you had better not be fat. Suicide was mentioned (not by the woman commenting) and then I think side-effects were deadly serious things, perhaps blood clots, or something extremely dangerous as potential side-effects. I thought instantly of my joking laughing at such topics, because I mean, I think I would rather kill myself than take Conclave! I thought of a movie called Prozac nation, which is not so remembered but it was written in a type of Scarsdale Diet aftermath frenzied fast-paced yuppie post traumatic stress suburb sardonic view of life in America---how stressful what will you take or do to relieve the pressure of Life and being fat omg! Kill yourself through anti-depressants as long as you are not FAT when people see you in your last repose. I am in the valley of the shadow of things like fresh kratom leaves, which alleviate stress, help me to loosen tight muscles and sort of happily numb pain and I can exercise and thusly "lose weight" more easily. I refer to the organic leaves not to capsules which people have died from overdosing--in America. Not in Thailand that I have ever heard of, where the leaves are indigenous. It is called the "Land of Smiles" and I see one reason why. I feel sick watching the drug culture pharmaceutical straightjackets of American "health care" and I know it is totally refined chemicals and people rely on this artificiality for their sustenance. I remembered the years of traversing to depressing Medicaid health care clinics designed to feel and smell like poverty and sickness which the atmosphere would make someone feel nauseous just by the energy of these depressing places. I was never diagnosed correctly and given artificial pain relievers which probably were extremely unhealthy and were worse "drugs" for mood than things like organic Kratom leaves and other organic products. It is shocking to hear these pharmaceutical drug-mercials that are sickening to hear, the shame of being fat leading to depression and "large bones" what a crime to have large bones so depressing suicidal thoughts and taking this chemical turned her life around. I felt dizzy remembering the horrid doctors at these clinics I went to struggling to obtain answers to what some of the doctors actually knew what was going on--I was being poisoned. One "alternative" acupuncture clinic had an ordained acupuncturist trying out her herbal formula finesse by experimenting on me. When I tried some of the other services at the clinic (a totally "rad" and hip clinic for all kinds of people, it used to be a tiny house renovated into a free-for homeless and low-income teens and others, I was welcomed with acupuncture that was free--literally, of course for me because I have a serious problem and was waiting for an outcome to a claim they saw my financial means and let me in--it was so beautiful before the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation poured in a huge amount of money so the atmosphere was enlarged to more terrorists operating under the non-profit structure rather than the tiny little peace-nik loving place around the corner--new people some of whom were excessively nasty--some extremely wonderful. One woman and many others gave me incredible Chinese Traditional Medicine formulas which you must brew for 20 minutes, can be drunk for about 2-3 days and I arrived at that clinic in a lot of pain and afterwards I was able to do many more things---until the poisoning forced me into a worsened state. The clinic has since been closed for acupuncture services because of the new administration, but the original featured this and holistic healing and herbal remedies. //The sickness of the money culture and the artificiality structure of living on a concrete jungle existence prevails when it comes to healing and the body's connection to life and nature. I still honor much of the pharmaceutical remedies I would choose an antibiotic over acupuncture if necessary--=but hearing these commercials for these drugs is so depressing that I think of jokes like I would rather commit suicide than take that kind of sickening chemical pill stuff. It is so foreign to me now after years of only relying on herbal healing. Because of using herbs over traditional medicine (with exception of thyroid and antibiotics) I have not needed to see a doctor for over a DECADE. When I relied on the American health care system and it's drug slinging artificiality, I was constantly sick and going to the doctor not knowing what was going on--the poisoning was at the murder stage and in retrospect some of the people working in the clinics (which I suspect were part of the terrorist organization aka 4th Reich) were scoffing with anger when I told them that I was moving to Portland to get acupuncture for free at a non-profit. Chagrined and stating like hissing that I would be put "last" as there are always "waiting lines". It felt like he was angry that I might not be killed as he and "they" had been planning at that health care clinic (the shaky ground upon which I base this hypothesis relies only on my observation of the reaction that I was goin to obtain natural healing for free--in Florida you must pay a lot for anything related to natural healing "through the roof" one could say).

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**please note that hackers are busy deleting words after I type, and that my brain is under assault by "mind control" tech while the keyboard is under similar hacking assault to render typing very slow and difficult.  Conclave, seems to advertise that you don't have to suffer any longer, just take this little pill don't kill yourself take this chemical anti-depressant you will feel much better until it wears off, and then the boomerang effect may make you worse than before!!! (my advertisement for this product which sounds like some scary poison from a hell of American innovation for profit off people's misery for being too fat due to the cooperation of such drug manufacturers with the depression fear and anxiety programming of the weight loss and anti-depressant cartel--truly it appears like a severe drug cartel replete with murder but of those committing themselves to their own slow destruction. That is how I view it, the woman appearing here is raving about thi...
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Horrible thoughts for X-mas: f-u if you can't take a joke & f-u if you can!! Another entire year of daily and nightly torture with senators hacking their bs blather about fighting everything except for the actual problems they have helped create as in supporting this terror operation against me which is a terror operation against the "American People" but a support of fascist International "globalism"--I am uncertain what "globalist" means, it has connotations within groups which I do not belong, and as I have been forced into outcast status, there is nowhere I can belong any longer. So I wish this for the main terror agents who have attacked me all these years on this X-mas where yet another rat parasitic filth leech viciously attacked me for no fucking reason other than I am screaming NO MORE to him and his group sucking my life out, deforming my body, aging me destroying my home my everything with full support of the entire United States government which is funding this so fascist Nazism and Mafia cartels can conjoin with the terror government to install a "benevolent dictatorship" with all the fake opposition still playing the roles they've been playing all these years while seemingly they are "helplessly" watching as Elon Musk grabs more power than the presidency because he was handed every top techno-terror operation brain implant satellite hacking election interference with QUANTUM COMPUTING a system of delivery of such high speed that hacking probably can never be detected or not soon (if now, it's not being disclosed)..Thusly I wish the following

  1. Dirty, sick prostitutalina the shit whore who you have all cheered on as she stole ideas she and her Nazi bunch of rapist pig ape "men" blonde Europige shit raped and beat and poisoned and drugged out of me from daily hours and hours of torture via teleportation. May she break her ugly dirty neck falling down the stairs for however it may happen, hopefully in front of a camera audience when she is walking out of the theaters where she lost the top awards for the ideas she stole from me, my sexual beauty passion and health this dirty miserable ugly parasite has sucked out through DAILY TORTURE feeding off it. I so hope you have a horrible death today but if not today, asap I ask that the victims of the racism the death and genocides that this filthy lying piece of sleazy greasy filth is stealing with her fake altruistic presentations which really are giving rapist murderous Nazi Mafia filth permission to continue to enhance technological rape torture mutilation and murder...
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